Initiation, Eternity and the Passing Moment
GA 138
30 August 1912, Munich
Lecture VI
From the previous lectures you will perhaps have realised how necessary it is to make our conceptions capable of change and movement if we are to arrive at a right description of the various worlds of which we can speak, one of which is our ordinary sensory existence, our ordinary world of the senses. From much that has been said it should be evident to you that we must speak of human concepts in a different language when representing the transition from one world to another. That is one side of the matter. But there is another side; all these worlds work reciprocally and in one world the inter-working of the remaining worlds can always be perceived as a kind of reflection. In each world we are met by the phenomena and beings of that particular world, and, in addition, by all that is working into it from the other worlds. All this must be carefully considered if we would understand the secrets of initiation, the relation of the passing moment to eternity, and the relation of the darkness in life to the light of the spirit. There are certain rules and instructions, which you will find described in Knowledge of the Higher Worlds, to which the soul can be subjected in order to enter super-sensible worlds. It goes without saying that such rules are not only useful but indispensable to anyone really wanting to undertake the first or further steps toward initiation.
At this particular time there is one thing, however, to which we must call attention. Our present age has a certain peculiarity connected with the whole character of the world-cycle in which we live. It has an academic, theorising tendency, and no matter how much we strive to get rid of it, it still remains engrained in the souls of present-day men. For this reason, when it is a question of rising into higher worlds, they expect before everything to be told how, in such circumstances, each person should act whose soul is desirous of reaching super-sensible worlds. But in comparison with the real experience of super-sensible life, into these descriptions that may be said to give a normal path, a normal “line of march” for a quick ascent into higher worlds, there always seems to enter what, in a certain respect, might be called an element of the doubtful.
Life is a complicated affair, and every soul, in whatever position it is found—everyone wishing to start on the ascent into higher worlds must do so from some particular position in life—every soul is involved in a definite karma and starts from a definite point. No two souls are in the same situation. The path for each soul into super-sensible worlds is therefore individual, and is determined by the condition of the soul at its point of departure. If you want to keep to the truth, you cannot say that normally such and such a path must be taken by every soul for the ascent into higher worlds, for initiation. Hence the need of something more than instructions given in short pamphlets (a much easier affair) saying the soul should do this or that and giving rise to the belief that it is possible by following out such rules to rise to higher worlds in any circumstances and in the same way as any other soul.
This is why such things are doubtful. It was for this very reason that I tried in A Road to Self Knowledge to indicate something individual that can at the same time be useful to every soul. For the same reason, the necessity also arose of showing how the ways of initiation are both manifold and varied. Without wishing to give any kind of explanation about what has been done, I should just like to point out the different ways in which the necessities are shown in the three figures who appear before our souls as Johannes Thomasius, Capesius and Strader in my mystery plays The Portal of Initiation, The Soul's Probation and The Guardian of the Threshold. You are here shown, as it were, three different aspects of the first stages on the path of initiation. You cannot say of any one of these that it is better or worse than the others; in each case you must admit that it is the outcome of individual karma. It can only be said that a soul such as Johannes or Capesius must necessarily follow the paths we have tried to indicate, not theoretically or pedantically, but in the actual, dramatic figures.
It will become increasingly necessary to lead people away from the belief that a few rules will suffice in these matters—increasingly necessary in precisely these spiritual spheres to point the way from the academic to living figures. Because the connections of the worlds are so manifold, the ways of individuals must be manifold too. But when one first begins seriously to observe certain individualities or beings of the higher worlds and to verify what part they have in man, then especially must we feel the need, instead of giving mere definitions of them, to show these figures livingly and in their multiplicity. In our time it is particularly important for those who strive for spiritual knowledge to observe, in all their manifold and variable nature, such figures as Lucifer and Ahriman whom we shall always encounter on the path of initiation. It will then be apparent how remarkable are the connections and links between one world and another.
There are many signs today of how, gradually, understanding can be aroused of this interplay of one world with another. I should like to start from the obvious even though it is not sufficiently appreciated that it is. In our time, in the widest circles, there is a strong impulse to get to know the order of nature, the laws of nature, that work through everything, including all the living things that meet us in the world of the senses. There is a tendency to ignore any knowledge coming from other worlds about man and world existence and simply to build a whole world conception out of the one world. This it is that gives the more or less monistic or materialistic stamp to our present world conception. Now, one may say that against this endeavour, other strivings have made themselves felt today as a kind of wholesome check. Within the world in which we live, these endeavours seek such phenomena as are governed by laws different from those of the natural world and, in all their manifoldness, are felt by the materialistic mind to be inconsistent with the order of nature. We should certainly pay heed to all that is done in a serious and scientific way in this field. In this contemporary confrontation of purely materialistic research with another research, which, although little noticed and by using the same methods as ordinary research, seeks other connections in our sensory existence than this existence itself offers—in all this we may, indeed, look for quite different worlds, with different laws of being playing into this other research. In this respect it is most desirable, particularly for anthroposophists, to give heed to all that is being done in this direction by extending the methods of science to the interplay of super-sensible worlds into our physical existence. I have already pointed this out to smaller circles; today I shall do so for this larger one.
In the first part of his book, The Mystery of Man, a book I should like especially to recommend to you, our friend, Ludwig Deinhard, has undertaken the commendable task of giving lucid classification and description of everything that in our age can be investigated by means of the scientific methods recognised today about the interplay of a super-sensible world into the world that is accessible to us all. These scientific methods are indeed still being applied with prejudice. This lucid classification has been a worthy task. It can be a lesson to anyone interested in seeing how, simply by taking the facts and following them up, we can find that the super-sensible actually springs forth from the life of the senses. So this book, The Mystery of Man, by Ludwig Deinhard, which has appeared recently, has an important task, and I take this opportunity of bringing it to your notice.
This interplay of other worlds into the sensory world, creates something within it that is really repeated and appears in all worlds. This makes it, however, particularly necessary that we should not form pedantic, rigid or one-sided dogmas or opinions that this or that is so, that Lucifer is like this, Ahriman like that; that one must shun the Luciferic, the Ahrimanic, and so on. Our considerations yesterday followed this theme.
Let us assume that someone who has taken the first steps on the path of initiation, because his soul life has become clairvoyant by his own efforts to open the eyes of his soul, meets the figure in super-sensible worlds whom we call Lucifer. How did we describe this being yesterday? He comes before the soul as a being forever striving to make the eternal, which otherwise is in constant movement and change, into the stable, temporal and momentary, so that as something individual it can rejoice in its power to grow individually great. If as a soul you meet Lucifer in super-sensible worlds, he then appears there as the great Light-bearer who leads, really leads, to bringing down into sensory existence all the treasures that pertain to real being in the spiritual world, and to the creation of its reflection and revelation in the world of the senses. If you follow Lucifer in this striving of his in super-sensible worlds, then you are working for the fulfilment of the primordial task of the universe; that is, to reveal the un-revealed, to commit to the moment all that is eternal and to make it possible that all that flows away into limitless eternity should be held fast in the inward greatness of the individual moment.
Now a desire exists in every human soul as an echo from the spiritual worlds to bring to fulfilment this striving to make manifest the un-revealed, to fix the eternal in the passing moment. Hence it is that when man enters super-sensible worlds, either by way of initiation or by death, it is really Lucifer who acts as his Light-bearer. The dangers to which man is exposed when face to face with Lucifer in higher worlds are really only present when man takes with him into these worlds too great a measure of what in sensory existence constitutes his right relation to Lucifer. Lucifer is only dangerous for man's life in higher worlds if he takes with him too much of the nature and essential being of physical man. How then do matters stand with Lucifer within the actual life of the senses, where there is always the interplay of super-sensible worlds? In the historical course of man during sensory existence and in his evolution we have to do above all with the interplay of the higher worlds, which send active impulses into physical life so that one thing may take place after another, in the way things are played out during the whole earth existence in the history of mankind.
The self-seeking strivings of every human soul that we regard as human and egoistic play into the life of the senses, and we know that the development of every soul must start from egoism. That is natural. We also know that man can work his way out from egoism. Into all that souls have been able to do on earth through egoism, there comes what we may call the manifestation of the eternal in the passing moment. Luciferic forces are forever playing into what is fixed in the individual soul and also into all that the individual man can do for the whole world-order and existence through being an egoist and having the power to develop within him inward greatness that wells forth from his inner being. For what is individual greatness in the individual soul but the seed of all the greatness in the whole world evolution of man? What gave Homer, Shakespeare, Dante, Goethe, their power to affect mankind? It was their ego-hood, and because within them there were whole worlds, worlds that issued forth from their inner being alone, out of their ego-hood. In this indirect way, through ego-hood, the impulses of spiritual life are introduced, which are from epoch to epoch the mediators of the greatest spiritual deeds of mankind. In this we find Lucifer again. It is he who is Light-bearer, impulse and power behind all the greatness that radiates into human evolution from the mighty forces of eternity that, at certain points of time, surge up from the individual human soul.
Man's soul is placed between two poles that are simply the impression and reflection of all the worlds in which the soul actually stands. At the one pole the human soul hardens within itself, winds itself into the cocoon of its selfhood, and only desires what is of service to itself, what is for its self-gratification. At the other pole the human soul draws forces from its own depths that are able to radiate into the whole life of humanity. When does this ego-hood of man come to light? This happens the moment we think how necessary it is for every man to sacrifice for others what is his own, what is his most individually, what belongs most deeply to his ego-hood. But in all that man can do for his fellows out of his ego-hood lives Lucifer, the other pole of Lucifer; in all that man can thus achieve for humanity under the influence of the Light-bearer, lies a reflection of what Lucifer really is in higher worlds, a reflection of his creative activity, which is the revealing of the un-revealed.
Can we then say that Lucifer is evil, or can we say that Lucifer is good? One can only say that if a man maintains that Lucifer is evil, and that we must flee from him, then it must also be said that we must avoid fire, because in certain circumstances it destroys life. On the path of initiation we find that the words good and evil cannot be used in this way for the description of any being of the super-sensible world order. Fire is good when it acts in good conditions, evil when it works in evil ones; in itself it is neither the one nor the other. So it is with Lucifer. He exercises a good influence on man's soul when he becomes the instigator of man's sacrifice on the altar of human evolution of all that is most individual in his soul. Lucifer becomes an evil being—rather, what he does becomes evil—when he arouses impulses leading only to self-gratification in the human soul. Thus, once our attention has been drawn to these beings, we have to follow up the effect their deeds have in the world. The acts of super-sensible beings can be described as good or bad; the beings themselves, never!
Just imagine that somewhere, on some island or other, there were a human race holding the opinion that, in all circumstances, one must protect oneself from Lucifer and that he has to be kept at the greatest possible distance. That would not prove that the men of this island had better knowledge of Lucifer than anyone else, but simply, by virtue of their particular qualities that these men were only able to convert into evil what Lucifer could give them. The views about Lucifer held by the people of this island would only be characteristic of the people, not of Lucifer. I will not say whether or not this island exists. You can look for it yourselves in the evolution of the world.
We must seek the attributes of Lucifer in the being Lucifer whom we meet in the super-sensible world. The manner of his working has to be sought in how his powers take on different qualities when, for instance, they work on such an island and their effects actively ray out on such an island.
And the Ahrimanic? What is that? When we meet Ahriman in the super-sensible world, we find his particular attributes are quite different from those of Lucifer. To come into relation with Lucifer in the super-sensible world, we really only need to purify and cleanse ourselves from all the dross of faulty ego-hood and the egoism of sensory existence. For that, Lucifer will make us a good guide in the actual super-sensible world, and we shall not easily become his prey. But with Ahriman it is different; his is another task in world evolution. While Lucifer reveals all that is hidden, Ahriman's task for the world of the senses can be described by saying that where our world of the senses is, where it becomes visible, there is Ahriman, but he permeates it invisibly, super-sensibly. How does Ahriman help us? He helps us considerably in the physical world; he helps every soul. Indeed, he helps every soul to carry into higher worlds as much as possible from the world of the senses, of what is played out only there, because the world of the senses exists for some purpose and is not merely maya. It exists as the stage for events that beings may experience, and what is thus enacted and experienced must be borne up into super-sensible worlds. The power to carry into eternity what is of value in sensory existence is the power that belongs to Ahriman. To give the passing moment back to eternity, that is in Ahriman's power.
For the individual soul in relation to Ahriman, however, something quite different comes into consideration. What men experience primarily in sensory existence is of infinite value to them, and I hardly think I shall meet with much opposition if I say that the enthusiasm and the inclination carefully to preserve what we experience in sensory existence, and to save it up as far as possible for eternity, is generally much greater than the other tendency, namely, to bring down into the world of the senses all that we can from the hidden spiritual worlds. Man loves the world of the senses quite naturally and comprehensibly, and would like to take as much as possible of it with him into spiritual existence. Certain religious faiths, in order to comfort their adherents, tell them that they can quite well take with them into spiritual life all that is in sensory existence. No doubt they say it because they unconsciously realise how much man loves what is his in physical existence. This is what Ahriman's power strives to bring about, that all that we have here can be carried on with us into spiritual worlds. This inclination and desire to carry up the physical into the super-physical is both strong and forceful in the soul. It is not at all easy to get rid of it when, through death or initiation, you rise from the world of the senses into higher worlds. Therefore, you still have it in you when you become a being of the higher world. If you meet Ahriman there, this is just where he becomes dangerous because he willingly helps you to carry into these super-sensible worlds all you have gained and experienced in sensory existence.
There could be no more cherished companion than Ahriman for those who would preserve each passing moment for eternity. Many men, as soon as they have passed the gateway into the super-sensible world, find in Ahriman an accommodating companion; he is always seeking to make what takes place on earth play its part in the higher worlds and to claim it there for himself and for those who work with him. But even that is not the worst, because you do not enter the super-sensible world without having in a certain respect cast off your selfhood. If you gained entrance there with your ordinary, normal impelling force, you would soon seize hold of Ahriman and feel him to be a most easy-going companion. But you cannot enter in that state. On entering higher worlds, you already have the faculty for recognising him as partaking in the divine, since with overwhelming tragedy he permeates earth evolution in sensory existence and is forever at pains so to transform it that it shall become a spiritual life. That is Ahriman's deep tragedy! He would like to change all that has ever appeared in the physical into the spiritual, and he battles in the world order for the purification and cleansing, in cleansing fires, of everything physical. In his sense that is good, but it would be evil in the sense of the divine, spiritual beings if Ahriman, who is their opponent in the world order, could carry out all his aims.
Much must be done there in a different way from how he would have it done. I should like here to describe what I mean by a comparison. By applying this comparison to the whole world order, you will be able to appreciate how Ahriman strives for himself after what he can call good, yet how impossible it is to fit this “good” into the whole world order.
Now let us take any animal that, for its progressive development in sensory existence, must shed its skin. From time to time, it must lay aside its skin like a kind of image of itself and progress in life with a new form. Something has to be cast aside to give the being in question new possibilities of life. Ahriman would like to save everything and would like to prevent all snakes from casting their skin; he would like everything used up that, in the mind of the world order, must be cast aside. Man, too, would like to do that in sensory existence. There is a great deal he would prefer not to leave but to take with him, although in the mind of a higher world order it is destined for the temporal and the passing moment. Because the urge is so strong in him, man would, if it were possible for him among all his questions in the sensory world about unknown paths and so forth, want first to ask, “Where can Ahriman be found? Where can Ahriman help one to carry into eternity what is held in the passing moment?”
Here is the one good thing! Man is not able to find Ahriman in the world of the senses because here he is invisible and spiritual. It belongs to the obligations of the Guardian of the Threshold that Ahriman should remain as invisible as possible in the physical world. Thus, man can unfold what lies in his own forces alone for the preservation of the passing moment in eternity, and cannot unconsciously let Ahriman help him. Here again, good and evil play into man's physical life as two poles. Man as a soul passes through human evolution in which one task is good, genuine and true; that is, to carry out of the sensory world all that has eternal value and to make it part of the eternal kingdom. This is the duty laid upon us—to take the precious treasures of the moment and offer them up on the altar of eternity. When we let Ahriman help us with the real treasures of temporal life, then it is good. But when at the moment of entering the super-sensible world, we come to know Ahriman—until then we cannot see him—and show him the tendency that remains in us to carry out of the sensory world into the super-sensible world what has no value, then this has a great deal of value for him. It is worthless, however, for his opponents. Then he can find us to be useful tools to lead what is loved here in sensory existence over into eternity. Because it is thus loved, it takes its place through him in eternity.
So once more we see how what emanates from Ahriman cannot, in itself, be called either good or bad, but becomes good or bad according to how men place themselves toward it and enter into relation with it. Through this we can realise how easy it is for descriptions to be superficial when answering questions that show so little real thought as, “What is Ahriman like?” or “What is Lucifer like?” In the higher worlds where descriptions of these beings are only possible, there are really no such utterances, no such questions. Thus is man drawn into the labyrinth of life. Both Lucifer and Ahriman are working in this labyrinth, and man has to discover how to take up the right attitude toward them. This necessity for seeking our right relationship to the beings of super-sensible worlds is just what gives us the power for self-development. Connections with super-sensible worlds are not maintained by striving for a knowledge based on that of the senses, so much as by creating a relationship with spiritual beings in the way we have just described. For this reason men must go into the darkness of life in which beings work who can just as well be good as evil, and who can become good or evil in the effects of what they do according to the way in which we relate ourselves to them. That is what constitutes the darkness of life. Hence, the light of life, spiritual light, can only shine into the darkness of life by our acquiring the right relation to, and getting to know, the several powers of the super-sensible world who play into our physical world. Also, when wishing to speak of super-sensible worlds, we change our ideas and concepts. I should like to bring before your souls by yet another example how differently we must think if we would find the connection between the sensory world and the super-sensible world in the right way.
We live here in physical existence in such a way that we feel how there plays with and around us what we call our destiny. In our destiny we find many sympathetic and many adverse things. Anyone who can conjure up a true idea of himself knows that feeling and experiencing with others, and the sympathy or antipathy with which we meet the fortunes of life, are among our most powerful sensations and are most deeply rooted in our soul. Now it happens—I need not here repeat why as this has been told you frequently in earlier lectures—that in our higher ego, which, in the sense of our previous lectures, bears within it merely a memory of the ordinary ego—in this higher ego, we ourselves prepare the very destiny that then may torment us and cause us suffering throughout a whole lifetime. Are there not some who deny the idea of reincarnation because, having lived through this one, they have no desire to build a new existence for themselves? The reason for this is that they labour under the delusion that in the worlds man inhabits after death everything goes on in the same way as in the world of the senses. Here, in the sensory world one thing may please, another displease us. But during the life between death and a new birth, it never occurs to us that we should feel in this way. There we feel quite differently, though here we may not know it. When, after death we come into the spiritual world, we realise, for example, “I have lived on earth in a life of the senses; I have possessed a certain faculty, but this faculty found a one-sided expression in me; it is possible I even made bad use of it. I must now form myself anew in another earth existence and embodiment so that this one-sidedness may be balanced and the imperfection rectified. In other words, I must take over in another imperfection what I have previously had in an imperfect form, so that by working in the opposite direction I may balance and harmonise the matter.”
Then a time begins between death and a new birth, which goes on until the new birth, during which man says for example, “Formerly, I worked and made myself proficient at painting. I will now be born so that in my new life I will be quite incapable of painting. By not being able to paint, I shall never be able to harbour in my soul a judgement arrived at from the standpoint of a painter, but I shall be able only to judge as one would who has simply seen something. Thus, I shall acquire other forces that will be helpful in harmonising and balancing what was mine before.” So we can look back on a life between birth and death to something happily passed through and yet say, “If I were so to direct my whole evolution as only to experience life thus, I should never get its full flavour.” Out of forces thus developed, there follows the desire, “What once I experienced in happiness I must now experience in suffering.” You then arrange everything in such a way that, impelled by this longing you have to experience suffering in a certain sphere and by undergoing this, you make further progress in life. Then the fact becomes clear that in the super-sensible worlds we have craved for pain and suffering, though in sensory existence we feel they are something to be avoided.
Here the difference between life in sensory existence and life between death and rebirth in super-sensible worlds becomes of real, practical significance. Quite different forces are active in our life between death and a new birth from all that we find sympathetic or otherwise between birth and death. What then does a man do who would judge life in super-sensible worlds according to his sympathies and antipathies of sensory existence? Actually, he transplants in perspective into the super-sensible world what he had in sensory existence. It is just as though you were to draw or paint a rose, for instance, on a sheet of glass. Then, if you look at the sheet of glass you will not see it. You look through the glass but the painting that you take for a reality is projected onto the space of the wall behind. But it is not real at all; it is you who have transplanted it there. In the same way, a man, when he wants to judge of the super-sensible world by the sympathies and antipathies of the sensory world, can project into that world something like shadows that may nevertheless have validity there. This something has a certain effect and is in a way authentic. Even if it is not seen, something like a fog is projected onto what stands in that world before the observer.
Thus, again and from another side, we are shown through feeling what may be called the darkness of life. If we ask why we live in this darkness between birth and death, it may be said that it is because judgements and valuations of life that are justified and natural in life between birth and death must have no value for the existence we lead in super-sensible worlds between death and a new birth. In sensory existence we have need of a life of soul that in super-sensible life no longer has validity. Therefore, if we are to gain comprehensive knowledge of the universe, we must allow all our investigations and our knowledge of the super-sensible world to be. penetrated by the light of its spirit. The greatest mistake that men can make in their view of the world is that of imagining that they can extend to super-sensible worlds the concepts and ideas gained from the world of the senses and without having the patience and endurance to await from actual investigation into the super-sensible, descriptions of all that, as spiritual light from higher worlds, radiates into the darkness of sensory existence. Here the question confronts us, “Is it indeed only those having power of vision in super-sensible worlds, those who have had the privilege of initiation, who are able to let this spiritual light of super-sensible worlds work upon them?” This belief is widely spread throughout the world. You often hear it said: “How can one understand anything of the super-sensible worlds if one has never gone through initiation?” You then hear it pointed out that the only true way must be to go through initiation, the one path leading to super-sensible worlds.
What the connections are in this sphere, how understanding is related to seeing in super-sensible worlds, and how much consolation and strength we can have in life through the apprehension of spiritual light in our darkness will be our starting-point tomorrow. That will lead us a few steps further into the problem we are now considering.
Sechster Vortrag
Aus den bisher gehaltenen Vorträgen wird Ihnen vielleicht ersichtlich geworden sein, wie nötig es ist, seine Vorstellungen beweglich, wandelbar zu machen, wenn eine richtige Charakteristik von den verschiedenen Welten, von denen man sprechen kann und von denen das Sinnensein, unsere gewöhnliche Sinneswelt doch nur die eine ist, entgegengenommen werden soll. Aus vielem Gesagten kann Ihnen hervorgehen, daß man geradezu eine andere Sprache menschlicher Vorstellungen sprechen muß, wenn man von der einen Welt in die andere den Übergang herbeiführen will. Das ist die eine Seite der Sache. Aber es gibt eine andere Seite der Sache: daß alle diese Welten wieder zusammenwirken und daß in der einen Welt immer gewissermaßen der Abglanz, die Hineinwirkungen der übrigen Welten wahrzunehmen sind. In jeder Welt hat man es damit zu tun, daß einem die Erscheinungen und Wesenheiten dieser Welt selbst entgegentreten und dann wieder alles dasjenige, was von den anderen Welten in diese besondere Welt hineinwirkt. Dieses alles muß sorgfältig berücksichtigt werden, wenn man verstehen will, was die Geheimnisse der Initiation sind, welches die Beziehungen des Augenblickes zur Ewigkeit, des Lebensdunkels zum Geisteslichte sind. Es gibt - wie Sie dargestellt finden in «Wie erlangt man Erkenntnisse der höheren Welten?» - gewisse Regeln, gewisse Anweisungen, welchen sich die Seele unterwerfen kann, um den Aufstieg in die übersinnlichen Welten zu bewirken. Solche Regeln sind selbstverständlich nicht nur nützlich, sondern demjenigen unentbehrlich, der wirklich die ersten oder die weiteren Schritte der Initiation unternehmen will. Aber insbesondere in unserer Zeit muß auf eines aufmerksam gemacht werden.
Unsere Zeit hat eine gewisse Eigentümlichkeit, die zusammenhängt mit der ganzen Eigenart des Weltenzyklus, in dem wir leben; unsere Zeit hat etwas Lehrhaftes, etwas Thheoretisierendes. Und wie sehr man sich auch bemüht, da oder dort den Hang zum Theoretisieren abzulegen, er sitzt gewissermaßen doch dem Menschen der Gegenwart in den Seelengründen. Das bewirkt, daß diese Menschen der Gegenwart, wenn es sich um den Aufstieg zu den höheren Welten handelt, zunächst vor allen Dingen erwarten, daß ihnen unter allen Umständen gesagt werde, wie sich jeder einzelne verhalten solle, wenn die Seele in die höheren Welten hinaufgelangen will. Gegenüber dem wirklichen Erleben des Übersinnlichen stellt sich aber doch etwas ein, was man in gewisser Beziehung mißlich nennen möchte in all denjenigen Darstellungen, welche - man möchte sagen - einen normalen Weg, eine normale Marschroute angeben, um in die höheren Welten hinaufzueilen. Denn das Leben ist etwas Kompliziertes. Und jede Seele in irgendeiner Lebenslage, in der sie sich befindet - und jedesmal muß man von einer bestimmten Lebenslage ausgehen, wenn man den Aufstieg in die höheren Welten unternehmen will -, steht in einem bestimmten Karma drinnen, hat einen bestimmten Ausgangspunkt. Keine Seele ist in derselben Lage wie die andere. Daher ist im Grunde genommen auch der Weg in die übersinnlichen Welten hinauf für jede Seele ein individueller, ein solcher, welcher sich je nach der betreffenden Seele beim Ausgangspunkt richtet. Man kann nicht sagen, wenn man im richtigen Sinne sprechen will: so muß nach einem normalen Prinzip unmittelbar jede Seele den Aufstieg in die höheren Welten, die Initiation, durchmachen. Daher das Bedürfnis, nicht nur in kurzen Broschüren oder dergleichen - was ja leichter wäre - Anweisungen zu geben: so und so soll es die Seele machen, um den Glauben zu erwecken, man könne, wenn man solche Regeln befolgt, unter allen Umständen in der gleichen Art wie jede andere Seele in die höheren Welten hinaufsteigen. Daher das Mißliche solcher Dinge. Deshalb namentlich habe ich versucht, in dem Büchelchen «Ein Weg zur Selbsterkenntnis des Menschen» etwas zu zeigen, was individuell ist und doch einer jeden Seele nützlich sein kann. Aber deshalb ergab sich auch die Notwendigkeit, die Mannigfaltigkeit und die Variabilität des Initiationsweges zu zeigen. Und ohne selbst etwa irgendwie Erklärungen liefern zu wollen über das, was getan worden ist, möchte ich Sie nur darauf hinweisen, wie sich die Notwendigkeiten zu den drei Gestalten ergeben, welche in den drei Mysterienversuchen - «Die Pforte der Einweihung, «Die Prüfung der Seele» und «Der Hüter der Schwelle» vor Ihre Seele hintreten als Johannes Thomasius, Capesius und Strader. Sie zeigen Ihnen den Weg der ersten Schritte zur Initiation gleichsam in drei verschiedenen Aspekten. Man kann von keinem dieser Wege sagen, daß er besser oder schlechter sei als der Weg des anderen; sondern man muß von jedem dieser Wege sagen, daß er sich ergeben mußte je nach dem Karma der betreffenden Individualitäten. Man kann nur sagen: eine Seele, welche so ist wie Johannes Thomasius, oder welche so ist wie Capesius, muß eben solche Wege gehen, wie sie versucht worden sind, nicht in Theorien, nicht lehrhaft, sondern in Gestalten zu zeigen. Daher das Bedürfnis, solche Gestalten zu zeigen. Und immer notwendiger und notwendiger wird es werden, hinwegzuführen von dem Glauben, daß man mit ein paar Regeln in diesen Dingen auskomme, immer notwendiger wird es sein, gerade auf spirituellem Gebiete von dem Lehrhaften auf das Gestaltete hinzuweisen. Weil die Beziehungen der Welten so mannigfaltige sind, deshalb müssen auch die Wege der einzelnen Individualitäiten so mannigfaltige sein. Wenn man aber erst dazu kommt, gewisse Individualitäten oder Wesenheiten der höheren Welten ernsthaft ins Auge zu fassen und deren Anteil an dem Menschen zu prüfen, dann muß man erst recht die Notwendigkeit fühlen, diese Gestalten lebendig zu zeigen, sie in ihrer Mannigfaltigkeit hinzustellen, nicht bloß Definitionen von ihnen zu geben.
In unserer Zeit ist es insbesondere für diejenigen, die spirituelle Erkenntnis anstreben, wichtig, solche Gestalten wie Luzifer und Ahriman, denen man auf dem Wege zur Initiation ja immer begegnet, einmal gerade in ihrer Vielartigkeit, in ihrer Variabilität ins Auge zu fassen. Dann wird sich zeigen, wie merkwürdig die Beziehungen und Verkettungen der einen Welt mit der anderen sind. Es zeigt sich an vielen Zeichen unserer Zeit, daß allmählich Verständnis wachgerufen werden kann für das Hereinspielen der einen Welt in die andere. Ich möchte da zunächst von etwas Naheliiegendem ausgehen, das nur nicht immer naheliegend genug empfunden wird. In unserer Zeit besteht in den weitesten Kreisen das lebhafteste Bedürfnis, die Naturordnung, die Naturgesetze kennenzulernen, die durch alles - auch durch alles Wesenhafte - hindurchwirken, das uns im Sinnensein entgegentritt. Und es besteht der Hang, nicht zu achten auf alles, was etwa von anderen Welten her über den Menschen und das Weltendasein gesagt werden kann, sondern nur sozusagen aus der einen Welt heraus eine gesamte Weltanschauung aufzubauen. Das gibt ja die mehr oder weniger monistischen oder auch als materialistisch bezeichneten Weltanschauungen der Gegenwart. Man möchte sagen, gleichsam wie ein wohltätiger Gegenschlag gegen dieses Bestreben haben sich in unserer Zeit andere Bestrebungen geltend gemacht, welche innerhalb der Welt, in der wir leben, solche Erscheinungen aufsuchen, welche von anderen Gesetzen beherrscht sind als die Welt der Naturordnung, diejenigen Erscheinungen in ihrer Mannigfaltigkeit aufsuchen, welche als widersprechend dieser Naturordnung von dem materialistischen Sinn empfunden werden. Man sollte wohl achten auf alles, was im Sinne ernster Wissenschaftlichkeit auf diesem Gebiete gearbeitet wird. Denn indem in unserer Zeit dem rein materialistischen Forschen - wenn auch wenig beachtet - ein anderes Forschen entgegentritt, welches andere Zusammenhänge in unserem Sinnensein sucht, als das Sinnensein selber darbietet, wird ja nichts Geringeres getan, als das Hereinspielen ganz anderer Welten mit anderen Daseinsgesetzen schon innerhalb der Forschungsmethoden des Sinnenseins selbst zu suchen. In dieser Beziehung ist es außerordentlich wünschenswert, daß namentlich der Theosoph immer darauf achten sollte, was in dieser Richtung geleistet wird - geleistet wird, indem die wissenschaftlichen Methoden ausgedehnt werden auf das Hereinspielen übersinnlicher Welten in unser Sinnensein. Für kleinere Kreise habe ich schon darauf hingewiesen; für diesen größeren Kreis will ich es heute tun.
In seinem Buche «Das Mysterium des Menschen», das ich Ihnen ganz besonders-empfehlen möchte, hat unser lieber Freund Ludwig Deinhard sich der dankenswerten Aufgabe unterzogen, in dem ersten Teil eine sehr übersichtliche Zusammenstellung und Charakterisierung alles dessen zu bringen, was in unserer Zeit mit den wissenschaftlichen Methoden, die heute anerkannt sind - aber so, wie sie angewendet sind, eben noch mit Vorurteil angewendet werden -, innerhalb der Welt, die jeder betreten kann, untersucht werden kann über das Hereinspielen einer übersinnlichen Welt. Dies einmal übersichtlich vor sich zu haben, ist eine dankenswerte Aufgabe gewesen, und ist etwas, was jeder kennenlernen sollte, der sich gerade von diesem Gesichtspunkt aus dafür interessiert, wie man auf Schritt und Tritt, wenn man nur die Tatsachen nimmt, das Herausspringen des Übersinnlichen aus dem Sinnensein finden kann. So sehen wir also gerade mit einer wichtigen Aufgabe dieses Buch in der letzten Zeit unter uns, und ich darf wohl auch hier an diesem Orte auf dieses Buch «Das Mysterium des Menschen» von Ludwig Deinhard hinweisen.
Dieses Hereinspielen anderer Welten in die Sinneswelt erzeugt innerhalb der letzteren etwas, was sich nun in allen Welten wiederholt, was in allen Welten auftritt, was aber ganz besonders notwendig macht, daß wir uns bekannt machen mit der Notwendigkeit, nicht pedantisch, einseitig, streng geformt uns Dogmen oder Urteile zu bilden dahin lautend: dieses sei so, jenes so, Luzifer so, Ahriman so, Luziferisches müsse man fliehen, Ahrimanisches müsse man fliehen oder dergleichen. Eingelaufen ist unsere gestrige Betrachtung gerade in solche Dinge.
Nehmen wir an, derjenige, der die ersten Schritte auf dem Wege zur Initiation durchgemacht hat, begegnet, weil er in seinem Seelenleben durch das Sich-Öffnen der Seelenaugen hellseherisch geworden ist, jener Gestalt, die wir als Luzifer in den übersinnlichen Welten bezeichnen. Als was konnten wir gestern diese Gestalt bezeichnen? Sie tritt der Seele als das entgegen, was immerzu bestrebt ist, das Ewige, das sonst in immerwährender Beweglichkeit und Veränderlichkeit ist, zur Beständigkeit, zum Zeitlichen, zum Augenblicklichen zu machen, so daß es als Individuelles sich erfreuen, groß werden könne. Und tritt man als Seele Luzifer in den übersinnlichen Welten entgegen, so erscheint er dort als der große Lichtträger, welcher einen gleichsam dazu führt - ja, wahrhaftig dazu führt, alle die Schätze, all das Wesenhafte, das da in den spirituellen Welten ist, herunterzutragen in die Sinneswelt und in der Sinneswelt davon Abglanz und Offenbarung zu schaffen. Und folgt man Luzifer in den übersinnlichen Welten in diesem seinem Bestreben, dann wirkt man dazu, daß die urewige Weltaufgabe erfüllt werde, daß alles Unoffenbare offenbar werde, daß alles Ewige dem Augenblicke anvertraut werde, daß alles, was verfließt im unbestimmten Ewigen, in der innerlichen Größe des individuellen Augenblickes festgehalten werden könne.
Nun sitzt es in jeder Menschenseele wie ein Nachklang aus der geistigen Welt, daß dieses Streben, das Unoffenbare offenbar zu machen, das Ewige im Augenblick zu fixieren, auch wirklich geschehe. Daher ist es, wenn der Mensch entweder durch die Initiation oder durch den Tod die übersinnlichen Welten beschreitet, daß in ihm Luzifer als Lichtesträger wirklich wirkt, und die Gefahren, denen der Mensch in den höheren Welten gegenüber Luzifer ausgesetzt ist, sind nur dann eigentlich vorhanden, wenn der Mensch das, was seine Stellung innerhalb des Sinnenseins zu Luzifer ausmachen soll, in einem zu hohen Maße in die höheren Welten hinein mitbringt. Luzifer ist nur gefährlich beim Wandeln in den höheren Welten, wenn man zu sehr die Natur und Wesenhaftigkeit des Sinnesmenschen in diese höheren Welten hinein mitbringt. Aber wie steht es innerhalb des Sinnenseins selbst, da ja die übersinnlichen Welten immer ins Sinnensein hereinspielen, mit Luzifer? Denn zunächst haben wir es im historischen Gange der Menschheit im Sinnensein und seiner Evolution mit dem Hereinspielen der höheren Welten zu tun, die wirksame Impulse abgeben, damit das eine hinter dem andern im Sinnensein geschehe, wie es in der Geschichte der Menschheit durch das Erdensein hindurch sich abspielt.
Ja, in dieses Sinnensein spielen herein diejenigen Bestrebungen, die wir als menschlich egoistische, als selbstsüchtige Bestrebungen jeder Seele betrachten. Wir wissen ja, daß jede Seelenentwickelung vom Egoismus ausgehen muß. Das ist natürlich. Wir wissen aber auch, daß wieder ein Herausarbeiten aus dem Egoismus stattfinden kann. In all das, was jemals Seelen aus dem Egoismus heraus auf der Erde haben tun können, fällt das hinein, was man nennen kann: Offenbarung des Ewigen in dem Augenblick. In das, was in der individuellen Seele fixiert ist, spielen fortwährend luziferische Kräfte hinein. Aber noch in etwas anderes spielen sie hinein, nämlich in all das, was der einzelne Mensch gerade für die gesamte Weltenordnung, für das Weltendasein dadurch tun kann, daß er eine Egoität ist und hat, daß er in sich innerliche Größe entwickeln kann, die aus seinem Innern hervorsprudelt. Was ist denn das individuelle Große in der einzelnen Seele anderes als das, was der Keim des Großen in aller Weltenentwickelung der Menschheit ist? Wodurch haben Homer, Shakespeare, Dante, Goethe auf die Menschheit gewirkt? Dadurch, daß sie Egoitäten waren, daß in ihrem Innern ganze Welten waren, Welten, die nur aus ihrem Innern, aus ihrer Egoität herausgekommen sind. Dadurch aber werden - auf dem Umwege durch die Egoitäten - die Impulse des geistigen Lebens hereingetragen, welche von Epoche zu Epoche gerade die größten, nämlich die geistigen Taten der Menschheit vermitteln. Da ist wieder Luzifer drinnen. Da ist er der Lichtträger, der Impuls und die Macht alles Großen, welches aus der großen punktuellen, aus der einzelnen Menschenseele sprudelnden Ewigkeitskraft in die Menschheitsevolution ausstrahlt.
Zwischen zwei Pole ist die Menschenseele hereingestellt, die einfach der Abdruck und der Abglanz all der Welten sind, in denen die Menschenseele wirklich steht: daß sie sich in sich verhärtet, sich in ihrer Egoität völlig einspinnt und nur das will, was ihr selber dient, was sie selber befriedigt; und daß die Menschenseele aus ihren Tiefen heraus die Kräfte holt, die einstrahlen können in das ganze Leben der Menschheit? Wann tritt nun diese Egoität des Menschen zutage? - Gerade dann, wenn man denkt, wie notwendig es ist, daß ein jeder Mensch das Seinige, was sein Individuellstes ist, was das tiefste Eigentum seiner Egoität ist, den anderen Menschen darbringt. In allem aber, was der Mensch für den Menschen aus seiner Egoität heraus tun kann, lebt wieder Luzifer, der andere Pol des Luzifer. Und in dem, was der Mensch so unter dem Einfluß des Lichtträgers für die Menschheit leisten kann, liegt ein Abglanz dessen, was Luzifer in den höheren Welten wirklich ist, liegt ein Abglanz der schöpferischen Tätigkeit des Luzifer: das Unoffenbare zu dem Offenbaren zu machen. Kann man also sagen, Luzifer sei böse, oder kann man etwa sagen, Luzifer sei gut? - Man kann nur sagen: Wer behaupten will, Luzifer sei böse und müsse geflohen werden, der müßte auch sagen, das Feuer müsse geflohen werden, weil das Leben unter Umständen im Feuer ersterben muß. Man findet auf dem Wege zur Initiation, daß die Ausdrücke gut und böse gar nicht in dieser Art anwendbar sind, sobald man das Wesen der übersinnlichen Weltenordnung charakterisieren will. Das Feuer ist gut, wenn es unter guten Umständen wirkt; es ist schlecht, wenn es unter schlechten Umständen wirkt; an sich ist es nicht gut und nicht schlecht. So ist es mit Luzifer. Er übt einen guten Einfluß auf die Menschenseele aus, wenn er der Anreger wird zum Herausholen alles dessen aus der Menschenseele, was der Mensch als sein Individuelles hinopfern kann am Altare der Menschheitsevolution. Luzifer wird ein böses Wesen, das heißt, was er tut, wird böse, wenn er solche Impulse der Menschenseele gibt, daß diese nur alles zur Selbstbefriedigung in sich hineinführen will. Wie die Taten der Wesen wirken in der Welt, das muß man verfolgen, wenn man auf diese Wesenheiten hingewiesen worden ist. Die Wirkungen der übersinnlichen Wesenheiten kann man bezeichnen als gute und böse; die Wesenheiten selber nimmermehr.
Denken Sie einmal, irgendwo - verzeihen Sie das Paradoxon -, ich will nicht sagen, wo es sein könnte, nehmen Sie an, auf irgendeiner Insel sei eine Menschheit, welche die Anschauung hätte, man müsse sich vor Luzifer unter allen Umständen hüten, man müsse ihn so weit weghalten von den Menschen, als es nur irgend möglich ist. Das würde nicht bezeugen, daß die Menschen dieser Insel die beste Erkenntnis von Luzifer hätten, aber es würde etwas anderes bezeugen, daß nämlich diese Menschen durch ihre eigentümliche Anlage nur in der Lage wären, alles, was Luzifer ihnen geben kann, ins Böse zu verwandeln. Die Anschauungen, die man auf dieser Insel über Luzifer haben würde, wären nur charakteristisch für die Menschen auf dieser Insel, nimmermehr für Luzifer! Ich will nicht sagen, ob es diese Insel gibt. Suchen Sie sie sich selber in der Weltenentwickelung auf.
Was das Luziferische ist, das müssen wir also suchen in dem Wesen, das uns als Luzifer in der übersinnlichen Welt entgegentritt. Wie Luzifer wirkt, müssen wir in der Modifikation suchen, welche seine Kräfte annehmen, wenn sie zum Beispiel auf eine solche Insel wirken, in einer solchen Insel ihre Wirkungsstrahlen betätigen.
Ahrimanisch - was ist denn das nun? Wenn wir Ahriman gegenübertreten in der übersinnlichen Welt, ist es anders mit seiner Eigenart als mit der Luzifers. Um zu Luzifer in der übersinnlichen Welt in ein Verhältnis zu kommen, braucht man sich im Grunde nur von allen Schlacken unrichtiger Egoität geläutert und gereinigt zu haben, von allen Egoismen im Sinnensein, dann wird einem Luzifer ein sehr guter Führer gerade in den übersinnlichen Welten sein, man wird ihm sozusagen nicht leicht verfallen können. Mit Ahriman steht die Sache anders. Ahriman hat in der Weltenevolution eine andere Aufgabe. Während Luzifer alles Unoffenbare offenbar werden läßt, hat Ahriman die Aufgabe, die sich für unsere Sinneswelt etwa so charakterisieren läßt, daß man sagt: wo unsere Sinneswelt ist, wo sie sichtbar werden kann, da ist auch Ahriman. Nur ist er die Sinneswelt unsichtbar, übersinnlich durchdringend. Wozu hilft Ahriman? Innerhalb der Sinneswelt hilft er gar sehr, er hilft jeder Seele. Er hilft jeder Seele nämlich dazu, daß möglichst viel aus der Sinneswelt, was sich dort abspielt und sich nur innerhalb der Sinneswelt abspielen kann, hinaufgetragen wird in die höheren Welten. Die Sinneswelt ist Ja zu etwas da, sie ist nicht bloß eine Maja. Sie ist dazu da, daß sich auf ihr Ereignisse abspielen, daß die Wesenheiten Erlebnisse haben. Was sich abspielt, was erlebt wird, das muß hinaufgetragen werden in die übersinnliche Welt. Und die Kraft, um das Wertvolle aus der Sinneswelt in die Ewigkeiten hinaufzutragen, ist die Kraft Ahrimans. Den Augenblick der Ewigkeit wieder zurückzugeben, das ist die Kraft Ahrimans. Hier aber macht sich dem Ahriman gegenüber etwas ganz anderes geltend für die einzelne Menschenseele. Was die Menschen zunächst im Sinnensein erleben, ist ihnen unendlich wertvoll, und ich glaube nicht, daß ich auf viel Widerspruch stoße, wenn ich sage: die Leidenschaft, der Hang, dasjenige, was man im Sinnensein erlebt, ja recht gut zu bewahren, womöglich viel davon für die Ewigkeiten aufzusparen, ist im allgemeinen viel größer als der andere Hang, möglichst viel aus den unoffenbarten Welten, aus den geistigen Welten hinunterzutragen in die Sinneswelt. Der Mensch liebt das Sinnensein auf eine ganz natürliche, begreifliche Weise und möchte möglichst viel daraus in die geistige Welt hinauftragen. Gewisse Konfessionen sagen ihren Leuten, um sie möglichst zu beruhigen, daß man alles, was in der Sinneswelt ist, hübsch mitnehmen kann in das geistige Dasein. Sie sagen es wohl, weil sie unbewußt wissen, wie der Mensch liebt, was er im Sinnensein hat. Und danach trachtet des Ahriman Kraft, daß alles, was man da hat, auch mit einem hinaufsteige in die übersinnlichen Welten. Dieser Hang, dieser Trieb, das Sinnliche in die übersinnliche Welt hinaufzutragen, ist stark, ist kraftvoll in der Seele. Das bekommt man nicht so leicht los, wenn man aus der Sinneswelt durch die Initiation oder durch den Tod hinaufsteigt in die höheren Welten. Daher hat man es in sich, wenn man ein Wesen der höheren Welt geworden ist. Und begegnet man dort dem Ahriman, so ist er gerade gefährlich in den höheren Welten, weil er einem hilft - was er so gern tut - das, was man im Sinnensein gewonnen und erfahren hat, in die übersinnliche Welt hinaufzutragen. Keinen lieberen Genossen als Ahriman gibt es für die, welche jeden Augenblick bewahren möchten für die Ewigkeit. Viele Menschen beginnen recht sehr, sobald sie die Pforte zur übersinnlichen Welt überschritten haben, Ahriman als einen sehr bequemen Genossen zu empfinden, denn er ist immer bestrebt, was sich auf der Erde abspielt, zu Anteilen der höheren Welt zu machen und es dort für sich und für seine Wirkungsgenossen in Anspruch zu nehmen. Aber das Schlimmste ist es noch nicht, denn man kommt ja nicht in die übersinnliche Welt hinein, wenn man nicht in einer gewissen Beziehung die Egoität abgestreift hat. Würde man mit der gewöhnlichen normalen Triebkraft hineingelassen werden in die übersinnlichen Welten, dann würde man sehr bald den Ahriman am Rockzipfel fassen und ihn als einen sehr bequemen Gesellen empfinden. Aber man kann nicht hinein, wenn man so ist. Indem man hineinkommt, hat man eben schon die Eigenschaft, ihn ein wenig göttlich zu erkennen, indem er - mit einer ungeheuren Tragik - die Erdenevolution gerade im Sinnensein durchdringt und immer bestrebt ist, das Sinnensein so umzugestalten, daß es ein Geistessein werde. Das ist die tiefe Tragik des Ahriman! Er möchte alles, was irgendwie jemals im Sinnlichen erschienen ist, unmittelbar in ein Geistiges umwandeln, und er kämpft in der Weltenordnung für die Läuterung und Reinigung, für das Durch-das-Feuer-Gehen alles Sinnlichen. Das ist in seinem Sinne gut. Aber es wäre sehr schlimm im Sinne der göttlich-geistigen Wesenheiten, deren Gegner Ahriman in der Weltenordnung ist, wenn er alle seine Absichten ausführen könnte. Da muß vieles anders behandelt werden, als er möchte.
In einem Vergleich möchte ich mich darüber aussprechen. Aber indem Sie den Vergleich anwenden auf die ganze Weltenordnung, werden Sie empfinden können, wie Ahriman für sich das, was er gut nennen kann, anstrebt, wie es aber unmöglich ist, dieses Gute in seiner Gesamtheit der Weltenordnung einzufügen. Nehmen Sie irgendein tierisches Wesen, das zu seiner fortschreitenden Entwickelung im Sinnensein sich häuten muß, das von Zeit zu Zeit die Haut ablegen muß wie ein Abbild seiner selbst und in einer neuen Daseinsform weiter fortschreiten muß. Da muß etwas abgestreift werden zu einer neuen Daseinsmöglichkeit des betreffenden Wesens. Ahriman möchte alles retten, möchte keine Schlange sich häuten lassen, sondern alles verarbeiten, was da im Sinne der Weltenordnung abgestreift werden muß. Aber der Mensch möchte das auch im Sinnensein; er möchte vieles nicht lassen, sondern es mitnehmen, trotzdem es im Sinne einer höheren Weltenordnung für das Zeitliche, für den Augenblick bestimmt ist. Und wenn der Mensch es könnte, so würde er - weil der Hang dazu in ihm so stark ist - im Sinnensein immerdar unter all den Fragen, die er nach unbekannten oder sonstigen Wegen stellt, am meisten sich erkundigen: Wo findet man Ahriman, wo kann einem Ahriman wieder helfen, um das, was der Augenblick enthält, in die Ewigkeit hinaufzutragen? Da ist es das eine Gute, daß der Mensch in der Sinneswelt nicht Ahriman finden kann, weil er unsichtbar, übersinnlich in ihr ist. Und dies gehört zu den Obliegenheiten des Hüters der Schwelle, daß Ahriman möglichst stark unsichtbar in der sinnlichen Welt bleibt, so daß der Mensch nur das, was in seinen eigenen Kräften liegt, zur Bewahrung des Augenblickes in der Ewigkeit entfalten kann und sich nicht unbewußterweise von Ahriman helfen lassen kann. Gutes und Schlimmes spielen da wieder als zwei Pole in das Sinnensein des Menschen herein. Der Mensch schreitet als Seele durch die Menschheitsevolution. Eine Aufgabe innerhalb derselben, die gut und echt und wahr ist, ist diejenige, alles, was Ewigkeitswert hat, hinauszutragen aus der Sinneswelt und einzuverleiben dem Reiche der Ewigkeit. Das ist es ja gerade, was uns obliegt: die wertvollen Schätze der Augenblicke zu nehmen und hinzuopfern am Altare der Ewigkeit. Wenn wir uns für die wertvollen Schätze der Zeitlichkeit von Ahriman helfen lassen, so ist das gut. Wenn wir Ahriman in dem Augenblicke, wo wir die übersinnliche Welt betreten - vorher können wir ihn ja nicht sehen -, kennenlernen und ihm den Hang zeigen, der uns noch verblieben sein kann, auch Wertloses aus der Sinneswelt hinaufzutragen in die übersinnliche Welt, dann ist das ja für ihn ein Wertvolles - für seine Gegner ist es ein Wertloses. Da sind wir gute Werkzeuge für ihn, um aus der Sinneswelt in die Ewigkeit überzuleiten, was hier geliebt wird, und was dadurch, daß es von uns geliebt wird, auch seinerseits in diese Ewigkeit hineingestellt wird.
So sehen wir wieder, wie das, was von Ahriman ausgeht, absolut an sich - nicht gut und nicht böse genannt werden darf, sondern wie es gut oder böse wird je nachdem, wie sich der Mensch ihm unterstellt, je nachdem, wie der Mensch mit ihm in ein Verhältnis tritt. Daraus sehen wir aber überhaupt, wie oberflächlich leicht Beschreibungen werden können, welche den bequemen Fragen dienen möchten: wie ist Ahriman, wie ist Luzifer? Sprache, Antworten auf solche Fragen gibt es im Grunde genommen nicht in denjenigen Welten, wo solche Wesenheiten allein charakterisiert werden sollen: in den höheren Welten. So ist der Mensch eingesponnen in das Lebenslabyrinth. Sowohl Ahriman wie Luzifer wirken in das Lebenslabyrinth herein, und der Mensch hat den Weg zu suchen, um sich in der richtigen Weise zu solchen Mächten zu stellen. Das macht es gerade, daß wir uns entwickeln können, weil wir dadurch zu den Wesen der übersinnlichen Welten Verhältnisse suchen müssen. Und die Beziehungen zu der übersinnlichen Welt werden weniger durch eine nach dem Muster der Sinneserkenntnis angestrebte Erkenntnis erhalten, als dadurch, daß man sich im Sinne des Charakterisierten Beziehungen verschafft zu diesen übersinnlichen Wesenheiten. Deshalb muß der Mensch im Lebensdunkel sein, denn in dasselbe spielen die Wesenheiten herein, welche sowohl gut wie böse sein können, und gut oder böse in ihren Wirkungen werden können, je nachdem wir uns zu ihnen stellen. Das macht das Lebensdunkel aus. Das bewirkt es, daß Lebenslicht, Geisteslicht in dieses Lebensdunkel nur dadurch hereinleuchtet, daß wir zu den einzelnen Mächten der übersinnlichen Welt, die in unsere physische Welt hereinspielen, die richtigen Verhältnisse gewinnen, daß wir uns damit bekannt machen, daß sich unsere Vorstellungen und Begriffe wandeln müssen, wenn wir von den übersinnlichen Welten sprechen wollen. An einem anderen Beispiele möchte ich Ihnen noch vor die Seele führen, wie wir anders denken müssen, wenn wir die Beziehungen der Sinneswelt zu dem Übersinnlichen richtig finden wollen.
Da leben wir im Sinnensein, leben so, daß wir um uns und mit uns spielen fühlen das, was wir unser Lebensschicksal nennen. Da ist uns manches sympathisch, manches antipathisch an diesem Lebensschicksal. Und wer eine richtige Selbstbesinnung sich verschaffen kann, der weiß, daß Mitfühlen und Mitempfinden, Sympathie und Antipathie haben mit den Geschicken des Lebens zu den stärksten Empfindungen gehört, die wir überhaupt haben können, die sich am tiefsten in die Seele eingraben. Nun geht es aber so - warum, brauche ich hier nicht zu wiederholen, weil es in den anfänglichen Vorträgen so oft gesagt wird -, daß wir es in unserem übergeordneten Ich, das sich im Sinne des gestrigen und vorgestrigen Vortrages an das gewöhnliche Ich nur erinnert, es nur wie eine Erinnerung in sich hat, selber sind, die sich zum Beispiel auch dasjenige Schicksal, das uns dann vielleicht ein ganzes Leben hindurch martert und peinigt, zubereiten. Gibt esnicht Menschen, welche die Reinkarnationsidee gerade deshalb ableugnen, weil sie kein Begehren haben, ein neues Dasein sich zurechtzuzimmern, nachdem sie dieses eine durchlebt haben? Warum denken solche Menschen so? Weil sie in dem Glauben befangen sind, daß es in den Welten, in denen der Mensch nach dem Tode ist, ebenso zugehe wie in der Sinneswelt. Hier kann uns manches gefallen, manches mißfallen. Aber so zu empfinden wie hier, fällt uns gar nicht ein, wenn wir in dem Leben zwischen Tod und neuer Geburt sind. Dort empfinden wir ganz anders, wenn wir auch hier nichts davon wissen. Wenn wir nach dem Tode in die geistige Welt kommen, dann sehen wir zum Beispiel: Du hast gelebt auf der Erde in einem Sinnensein, du hast eine bestimmte Fähigkeit gehabt, aber diese Fähigkeit kam sehr einseitig bei dir heraus, du hast sie vielleicht auch mißbraucht. Du mußt jetzt in einem neuen Erdensein in einer anderen Körperlichkeit dich so ausgestalten, daß das Einseitige ausgeglichen wird und daß eine Unvollkommenheit vollkommener werde. Du mußt - mit anderen Worten - das, was du in unvollkommener Gestalt an dir gehabt hast, in einer anderen Unvollkommenheit dir aneignen, damit durch das gegenseitige Wirken die Sache ausgeglichen und harmonisiert werde. Da beginnt dann eine Zeit beim Durchgang zwischen Tod und neuer Geburt bis zur neuen Geburt hin, wo sich der Mensch sagt: Ich will so geboren werden, daß ich in einem neuen Leben ganz unfähig bin - beispielsweise -, mich in der Malerei zu betätigen, weil ich mich vorher darin betätigt habe und großes Geschick dabei gehabt habe. Denn dadurch, daß ich nun in der Malerei ungeschickt sein werde, werde ich in die Lage kommen, nie ein Urteil in meine Seele einfließen zu lassen, wie wenn ich selber male, sondern nur so, wie es sein muß, wenn ich mich selber vor die Sache stellen muß. Da werde ich mir andere Kräfte aneignen müssen, weil das heilsam sein kann, um das, was ich früher gehabt habe, zu harmonisieren, auszugleichen. So kann man zurückschauen auf ein Leben zwischen Geburt und Tod, auf etwas, was man glücklich durchlaufen hat, sagt sich aber, wenn man seine gesamte Evolution nur so einrichten würde, daß man sein Leben so erlebt, so hätte man es nicht ausgekostet. Was erfolgen muß aus Kräften, die gerade in dieser Weise sich ergeben, ist daher die Begierde: was du vorher im Glück erlebt hast, das mußt du jetzt im Leid erleben. Und man richtet nun alles so ein, daß man aus einer Sehnsucht heraus auf einem bestimmten Gebiete Leiden erleben muß, deren Durchmachen einen wieder weiterbringt im Dasein. Dann liegt die Tatsache vor, daß man im Übersinnlichen verlangt hat nach Leiden und Schmerzen und sie im Sinnensein als etwas empfindet, was man wegtun möchte. Da wird wahrhaftig der Unterschied zwischen dem Leben im Sinnensein und dem Leben in den übersinnlichen Welten zwischen Tod und neuer Geburt praktisch bedeutsam. Ganz andere Kräfte wirken in unserem Leben zwischen Tod und neuer Geburt, als uns dann sympathisch oder unsympathisch sind im Leben zwischen Geburt und Tod. Was tut nun der, welcher etwa das Leben in den übersinnlichen Welten beurteilen würde nach seinen Sympathien und Antipathien im Sinnensein? Er verpflanzt das, was er im Sinnensein hat, perspektivisch hinein in die übersinnliche Welt. Es ist richtig so, wie wenn Sie auf irgendeine Glastafel aufzeichnen oder aufmalen zum Beispiel eine Rose; dann schauen Sie die Glastafel an, das Glas sehen Sie nicht - Sie schauen durch das Glas durch, aber die Malerei projiziert sich hinten auf eine Riesenwand, und Sie glauben, das ist wirklich. Es ist aber gar nicht wirklich, sondern Sie haben es nur dort hinausversetzt. In dieser Weise kann der Mensch, wenn er die übersinnliche Welt beurteilen will nach Sympathien und Antipathien im Sinnensein, in die übersinnliche Welt etwas hineinprojizieren wie Schatten, was dann im Übersinnlichen auch eine Gültigkeit haben kann. Es hat schon eine Wirkung, eine Gültigkeit. Wenn man es nicht sieht, projiziert sich etwas wie ein Nebel auf das, was da drinnen vor dem Betrachter steht.
Das kann uns - wieder von einer anderen Seite her - empfindungsgemäß hinweisen auf das, was wir das Lebensdunkel nennen können. Warum leben wir im Lebensdunkel zwischen Geburt und Tod? Weil berechtigt und selbstverständlich für das Leben zwischen Geburt und Tod Urteile, Wertungen des Lebens sind, die ungültig sein müssen für dasjenige Dasein, das wir selbst verbringen zwischen dem Tode und einer neuen Geburt. Wir brauchen für das Sinnensein ein Seelenleben, das keine Gültigkeit für die übersinnliche Welt hat. Wir müssen daher durch die Erkenntnisse, durch dasjenige, was erforscht werden kann in den übersinnlichen Welten, hereinleuchten lassen das Geisteslicht aus den übersinnlichen Welten, damit wir zu einer Gesamterfassung der Welt kommen. Der größte Fehler, den die Menschen in bezug auf Weltanschauungen machen können, ist der, wenn sie glauben, das, was sie gewonnen haben an Begriffen und Ideen in der Sinneswelt, ausdehnen zu können auf die übersinnliche Welt, wenn sie nicht die Geduld und Ausdauer haben, aus der wirklichen Erforschung des Übersinnlichen heraus sich die Beschreibungen geben zu lassen von demjenigen, was als Geisteslicht aus den übersinnlichen Welten hereinleuchtet in das Lebensdunkel des Sinnenseins. Hier stehen wir allerdings vor der Frage: Ist dann nur derjenige imstande, dieses Geisteslicht der übersinnlichen Welten auf sich wirken zu lassen, der selber schauen kann in den übersinnlichen Welten, der also die Initiation genossen hat? - Dieser Glaube ist vielfach in der Welt verbreitet. Vielfach hört man sagen: Wie kann man etwas von den übersinnlichen Welten begreifen, wenn man nicht selber die Initiation durchgemacht hat? Und man hört dann darauf hinweisen, wie das einzig Wahre nur das Durchmachen der Schritte zur Initiation sein kann, das eigentliche Hinaufsteigen in die übersinnliche Welt.
Wie es sich auf diesem Gebiete verhält, wie Begreifen zum Schauen steht in den übersinnlichen Welten, wieviel man von Lebenstrost und Lebenskraft durch das Begreifen des Geisteslichtes im Lebensdunkel haben kann, das soll der Ausgangspunkt sein für die morgige Betrachtung, die uns noch einige Schritte weiter in die Probleme, die wir in diesem Zyklus betrachten wollen, hineinführen soll.
Sixth Lecture
From the lectures given so far, you may have realized how necessary it is to make your ideas flexible and changeable if you want to understand the different worlds that exist, of which the world of the senses, our ordinary sensory world, is only one. From much that has been said, you can see that one must speak a different language of human ideas if one wants to bring about the transition from one world to another. That is one side of the matter. But there is another side: that all these worlds interact and that in one world, the reflections, the influences of the other worlds can always be perceived to a certain extent. In every world, one has to deal with the phenomena and beings of that world itself, and then again with everything that influences this particular world from the other worlds. All this must be carefully taken into account if one wants to understand the secrets of initiation, the relationship between the moment and eternity, between the darkness of life and the light of the spirit. As you will find in How to Know Higher Worlds, there are certain rules, certain instructions to which the soul can submit in order to bring about its ascent into the supersensible worlds. Such rules are, of course, not only useful but indispensable for those who really want to take the first or further steps of initiation. But in our time in particular, attention must be drawn to one thing.
Our time has a certain peculiarity that is connected with the whole nature of the world cycle in which we live; our time has something instructive, something theoretical about it. And no matter how hard one tries to abandon the tendency to theorize here and there, it is still, so to speak, deeply rooted in the souls of people today. This causes people today, when it comes to ascending to higher worlds, to expect first and foremost that they will be told under all circumstances how each individual should behave if the soul wants to ascend to higher worlds. However, when faced with the actual experience of the supersensible, something arises that one might call unfortunate in all those descriptions which—one might say—indicate a normal path, a normal route to take in order to ascend to the higher worlds. For life is something complicated. And every soul in whatever situation it finds itself—and one must always start from a particular situation if one wants to undertake the ascent to the higher worlds—is caught up in a certain karma, has a certain starting point. No soul is in the same situation as another. Therefore, the path to the supersensible worlds is basically individual for each soul, depending on the soul in question at the starting point. If one wants to speak correctly, one cannot say that, according to a normal principle, every soul must immediately undergo the ascent to the higher worlds, the initiation. Hence the need to give instructions not only in short brochures or the like—which would be easier—saying that the soul should do this or that in order to awaken the belief that, if one follows such rules, one can ascend to the higher worlds in the same way as every other soul under all circumstances. Hence the awkwardness of such things. That is why I have tried in the little book “A Path to Self-Knowledge” to show something that is individual and yet can be useful to every soul. But this also made it necessary to show the diversity and variability of the path of initiation. And without wanting to provide any explanations about what has been done, I would just like to point out how the necessities arise for the three figures who appear before your soul in the three mystery trials—The Gate of Initiation, The Trial of the Soul, and The Guardian of the Threshold—as Johannes Thomasius, Capesius, and Strader. They show you the path of the first steps toward initiation in three different aspects, as it were. None of these paths can be said to be better or worse than the other; rather, each of these paths must be said to have been necessary according to the karma of the individualities concerned. One can only say that a soul like Johannes Thomasius or Capesius must follow the paths that have been tried, not in theory or doctrine, but in concrete form. Hence the need to show such forms. And it will become more and more necessary to move away from the belief that a few rules are sufficient in these matters; it will become more and more necessary, especially in the spiritual realm, to point from the didactic to the formed. Because the relationships between the worlds are so manifold, the paths of the individual entities must also be so manifold. But once one begins to seriously consider certain individualities or beings of the higher worlds and examine their share in the human being, then one must feel all the more the necessity of showing these figures alive, of presenting them in their diversity, not merely giving definitions of them.
In our time, it is especially important for those who strive for spiritual knowledge to contemplate figures such as Lucifer and Ahriman, whom one always encounters on the path to initiation, in their diversity and variability. Then it will become clear how remarkable the relationships and connections between one world and another are. Many signs of our time indicate that an understanding of how one world influences another is gradually emerging. I would like to start with something obvious, but which is not always perceived as obvious enough. In our time, there is a lively need in the widest circles to get to know the natural order, the laws of nature that work through everything—including everything that is essential—that we encounter in our sensory experience. And there is a tendency not to pay attention to anything that can be said about human beings and the existence of the world from other worlds, but rather to construct a complete worldview from within one world, so to speak. This is what gives rise to the more or less monistic or materialistic worldviews of the present day. One might say that, as if in a benevolent counterattack against this tendency, other tendencies have emerged in our time which seek within the world in which we live for phenomena that are governed by laws other than those of the natural order, phenomena in all their diversity which are perceived by the materialistic mind as contradicting this natural order. One should pay close attention to everything that is being done in this field in the spirit of serious scholarship. For when, in our time, purely materialistic research is confronted with another kind of research – albeit little noticed – which seeks other connections in our sense existence than those presented by sense existence itself, nothing less is being done than seeking to introduce entirely different worlds with different laws of existence into the very methods of research of sense existence itself. In this respect, it is extremely desirable that theosophists in particular should always pay attention to what is being achieved in this direction — achieved by extending scientific methods to include the introduction of supersensible worlds into our sensory experience. I have already pointed this out to smaller circles; today I would like to do so for this larger circle.
In his book “Das Mysterium des Menschen” (The Mystery of Man), which I would like to recommend to you in particular, our dear friend Ludwig Deinhard has undertaken the commendable task of providing, in the first part, a very clear compilation and characterization of everything that can be investigated in our time with the scientific methods that are recognized today—but which, as they are applied, are still applied with prejudice— within the world that everyone can enter, can be investigated through the influence of a supersensible world. To have this clearly laid out before us is a commendable task and is something that everyone who is interested in this subject should know about, especially if they are interested in how, if one takes only the facts, one can find the emergence of the supersensible from the sensory world at every turn. So we see that this book has been an important task for us in recent times, and I would like to take this opportunity to refer to Ludwig Deinhard's book “The Mystery of Man.”
This interplay of other worlds into the sensory world creates something within the latter that is now repeated in all worlds, that occurs in all worlds, but which makes it particularly necessary for us to familiarize ourselves with the necessity of not forming dogmas or judgments in a pedantic, one-sided, strictly formed manner, such as: this is so, that is so, Lucifer is so, Ahriman is so, we must flee from the Luciferic, we must flee from the Ahrimanic, or the like. Our yesterday's consideration has run into precisely such things.
Let us assume that someone who has taken the first steps on the path to initiation, because they have become clairvoyant in their soul life through the opening of the soul eyes, encounters that figure whom we call Lucifer in the supersensible worlds. How could we describe this figure yesterday? It confronts the soul as that which is constantly striving to make the eternal, which is otherwise in perpetual motion and change, into something permanent, temporal, momentary, so that it can rejoice as an individual and become great. And when one encounters Lucifer as a soul in the supersensible worlds, he appears there as the great bearer of light, who leads one, as it were—indeed, truly leads one—to carry down into the sensory world all the treasures, all the essence that is in the spiritual worlds, and to create reflections and revelations of them in the sensory world. And if one follows Lucifer in the supersensible worlds in this endeavor of his, then one contributes to the fulfillment of the eternal task of the world, to the revelation of all that is unmanifest, to the entrusting of all that is eternal to the moment, to the preservation of all that flows away in the indefinite eternity in the inner greatness of the individual moment.
Now it sits in every human soul like an echo from the spiritual world that this striving to make the unrevealed manifest, to fix the eternal in the moment, should actually happen. That is why, when a person enters the supersensible worlds, either through initiation or through death, Lucifer really works in him as a bearer of light, and the dangers to which a person is exposed in the higher worlds in relation to Lucifer are only really present when the person brings with him into the higher worlds, to an excessive degree, that which is supposed to constitute his position within the sensory world in relation to Lucifer. into the higher worlds to a too high degree. Lucifer is only dangerous when walking in the higher worlds if one brings too much of the nature and essence of the sensory human being into these higher worlds. But what about Lucifer within sensory existence itself, since the supersensible worlds always play into sensory existence? For in the historical course of humanity, we are initially concerned with the interplay of the higher worlds in the sense life and its evolution, which give effective impulses so that one thing follows another in the sense life, as it happens throughout human history through the earthly existence.
Yes, the aspirations that we regard as human egoistic, as selfish aspirations of every soul, play into this sense life. We know that every soul development must start from egoism. That is natural. But we also know that a working out of egoism can take place again. Everything that souls have ever been able to do on earth out of egoism includes what can be called the revelation of the eternal in the moment. Luciferic forces continually play into what is fixed in the individual soul. But they also play into something else, namely into everything that the individual human being can do for the entire world order, for the existence of the world, by being and having egoity, by developing inner greatness that springs forth from within. What is the individual greatness in the individual soul other than the germ of greatness in the entire world evolution of humanity? How did Homer, Shakespeare, Dante, and Goethe influence humanity? It was because they were egoities, because there were whole worlds within them, worlds that came forth only from their inner being, from their egoity. But through this—by way of the egoities—the impulses of spiritual life are brought in, which from epoch to epoch convey precisely the greatest, namely the spiritual deeds of humanity. Here again is Lucifer. There he is, the light-bearer, the impulse and the power of all that is great, which radiates into human evolution from the great, punctiform, individual human soul, from the eternal power bubbling up within it.
The human soul is placed between two poles, which are simply the imprint and reflection of all the worlds in which the human soul really stands: that it hardens within itself, becomes completely entangled in its egoism and wants only what serves itself, what satisfies itself; and that the human soul draws from its depths the forces that can radiate into the whole life of humanity? When does this egoism of man come to light? Precisely when one thinks how necessary it is that every human being should offer to other human beings that which is his own, that which is most individual, that which is the deepest property of his egoism. But in everything that man can do for his fellow man out of his egoism, Lucifer, the other pole of Lucifer, lives again. And in what human beings can achieve for humanity under the influence of the light-bearer, there is a reflection of what Lucifer really is in the higher worlds, there is a reflection of Lucifer's creative activity: to make the unrevealed into the revealed. So can we say that Lucifer is evil, or can we say that Lucifer is good? One can only say: whoever wants to claim that Lucifer is evil and must be fled from must also say that fire must be fled from, because life must die in fire under certain circumstances. On the path to initiation, one finds that the terms good and evil are not applicable in this way as soon as one wants to characterize the nature of the supersensible world order. Fire is good when it acts under good circumstances; it is bad when it acts under bad circumstances; in itself it is neither good nor bad. So it is with Lucifer. He exerts a good influence on the human soul when he becomes the stimulus for bringing out of the human soul everything that man can sacrifice as his individuality on the altar of human evolution. Lucifer becomes an evil being, that is, what he does becomes evil, when he gives such impulses to the human soul that it wants to lead everything into itself for self-gratification. Once one has been made aware of these beings, one must observe how their actions affect the world. The effects of supernatural beings can be described as good or evil, but the beings themselves can never be described as such.
Just imagine, somewhere—forgive the paradox—I don't want to say where it might be, suppose there is a humanity on some island that believes one must beware of Lucifer under all circumstances, that one must keep him as far away from people as possible. This would not prove that the people of this island had the best knowledge of Lucifer, but it would prove something else, namely that these people, due to their peculiar disposition, would only be capable of turning everything Lucifer gives them into evil. The views that people on this island would have of Lucifer would only be characteristic of the people on this island, never of Lucifer! I will not say whether this island exists. Look for it yourself in the development of the world.
What is Luciferic, then, we must seek in the being who confronts us as Lucifer in the supersensible world. We must seek how Lucifer works in the modification that his forces take on when they act, for example, on such an island, when they exert their rays of influence on such an island.
Ahrimanic—what is that? When we encounter Ahriman in the supersensible world, his nature is different from that of Lucifer. In order to enter into a relationship with Lucifer in the supersensible world, one basically only needs to have purified and cleansed oneself of all the dross of false egoism, of all egoism in the sense life. Then Lucifer will be a very good guide, especially in the supersensible worlds, and one will not easily fall prey to him, so to speak. With Ahriman, the situation is different. Ahriman has a different task in the evolution of the world. While Lucifer makes everything that is hidden become apparent, Ahriman's task can be characterized for our sensory world in such a way that one might say: where our sensory world is, where it can become visible, there is also Ahriman. Only he is invisible to the sensory world, penetrating it supersensibly. How does Ahriman help? Within the sensory world, he helps very much; he helps every soul. He helps every soul to carry as much as possible from the sensory world, from what happens there and can only happen within the sensory world, up into the higher worlds. The sensory world is there for a purpose; it is not merely an illusion. It exists so that events can take place and beings can have experiences. What happens and what is experienced must be carried up into the supersensible world. And the power to carry what is valuable from the sensory world up into eternity is the power of Ahriman. To give back the moment of eternity is the power of Ahriman. Here, however, something quite different asserts itself for the individual human soul in opposition to Ahriman. What human beings initially experience in their sensory existence is infinitely valuable to them, and I do not think I will meet with much opposition when I say that the passion, the inclination to preserve what one experiences in the sense life, to save as much of it as possible for eternity, is generally much greater than the other inclination to carry as much as possible from the unrevealed worlds, from the spiritual worlds, down into the sense world. Human beings love the sensory world in a completely natural, understandable way and want to carry as much of it as possible up into the spiritual world. Certain denominations tell their followers, in order to reassure them as much as possible, that everything in the sensory world can be taken along nicely into spiritual existence. They say this because they unconsciously know how much human beings love what they have in the sensory world. And this is what the power of Ahriman strives for, that everything we have here should also ascend with us into the supersensible worlds. This tendency, this urge to carry the sensory into the supersensible world, is strong and powerful in the soul. It is not easy to get rid of when one ascends from the sensory world into the higher worlds through initiation or death. Therefore, one has it within oneself when one has become a being of the higher world. And if you encounter Ahriman there, he is particularly dangerous in the higher worlds because he helps you — which he loves to do — to carry what you have gained and experienced in the sensory world up into the supersensible world. There is no dearer companion than Ahriman for those who want to preserve every moment for eternity. Many people, as soon as they have crossed the threshold into the supersensible world, begin to regard Ahriman as a very convenient companion, for he is always striving to make what happens on earth part of the higher world and to claim it there for himself and his fellow workers. But that is not the worst of it, for one does not enter the supersensible world unless one has, in a certain sense, stripped oneself of egoism. If one were to be allowed to enter the supersensible worlds with one's ordinary, normal driving force, one would very soon grasp Ahriman by the coat-tails and find him a very convenient companion. But you cannot enter if you are like that. By entering, you already have the ability to recognize him as somewhat divine, in that he—with tremendous tragedy—permeates the earthly evolution precisely in the sense life and is always striving to transform the sense life so that it becomes a spiritual life. That is the profound tragedy of Ahriman! He wants to transform everything that has ever appeared in the sensory world directly into something spiritual, and he fights in the world order for the purification and cleansing of everything sensory, for its passing through fire. This is good in his sense. But it would be very bad in the sense of the divine-spiritual beings, whose opponent Ahriman is in the world order, if he could carry out all his intentions. Much must be treated differently than he would like.
I would like to explain this by means of a comparison. But when you apply the comparison to the entire world order, you will be able to feel how Ahriman strives for what he can call good, but how it is impossible to incorporate this good into the world order as a whole. Take any animal being that must shed its skin in order to progress in its development in the sense life, that must from time to time cast off its skin like a copy of itself and continue in a new form of existence. Something must be cast off in order for the creature in question to attain a new possibility of existence. Ahriman wants to save everything; he does not want any snake to shed its skin, but wants to process everything that must be cast off in accordance with the world order. But human beings want the same thing in their sense life; they do not want to let go of many things, but want to take them with them, even though they are destined for the temporal, for the moment, in accordance with a higher world order. And if human beings could do so, they would — because the tendency is so strong in them — always ask themselves, in their sense life, among all the questions they pose about unknown or other paths: Where can we find Ahriman, where can Ahriman help us again to carry what the moment contains up into eternity? It is therefore a good thing that human beings cannot find Ahriman in the sensory world, because he is invisible and supersensible there. And it is one of the duties of the guardian of the threshold that Ahriman remains as invisible as possible in the sensory world, so that human beings can only unfold what lies within their own powers to preserve the moment in eternity and cannot unconsciously allow themselves to be helped by Ahriman. Good and evil play again as two poles in the sense being of man. Man strides through human evolution as a soul. One task within this evolution, which is good, genuine, and true, is to carry everything that has eternal value out of the sensory world and incorporate it into the realm of eternity. This is precisely what is incumbent upon us: to take the valuable treasures of the moment and sacrifice them on the altar of eternity. If we allow Ahriman to help us with the valuable treasures of temporality, this is good. If, at the moment when we enter the supersensible world—we cannot see him beforehand—we get to know Ahriman and show him the inclination that may still remain in us to carry even worthless things from the world of the senses up into the supersensible world, then this is something valuable for him—for his opponents it is worthless. We are then good tools for him to transfer from the sensory world into eternity that which is loved here and which, because it is loved by us, is also placed into this eternity.
Thus we see again how that which emanates from Ahriman cannot be called good or evil in itself, but how it becomes good or evil depending on how human beings submit to it, depending on how human beings enter into a relationship with it. From this we see how superficial descriptions can become when they seek to answer convenient questions such as: What is Ahriman like? What is Lucifer like? There are basically no words to answer such questions in the worlds where such beings are to be characterized: in the higher worlds. Thus, human beings are entangled in the labyrinth of life. Both Ahriman and Lucifer work within the labyrinth of life, and human beings must seek the path to relate to such powers in the right way. This is precisely what enables us to develop, because we must seek relationships with the beings of the supersensible worlds. And relationships with the supersensible world are obtained less through knowledge sought after the pattern of sensory perception than through establishing relationships with these supersensible beings in the sense of what has been characterized. That is why human beings must be in the darkness of life, for it is there that beings enter who can be either good or evil and who can become good or evil in their effects, depending on how we relate to them. This is what constitutes the darkness of life. This causes the light of life, the light of the spirit, to shine into this darkness of life only when we establish the right relationships with the individual powers of the supersensible world that play into our physical world, when we become acquainted with them, when we realize that our ideas and concepts must change if we want to speak of the supersensible worlds. I would like to give you another example to show you how we must think differently if we want to find the right relationship between the sensory world and the supersensible world.
We live in the sensory world, living in such a way that we feel what we call our destiny playing around us and with us. There are many things in this destiny that we find pleasant, and many that we find unpleasant. And anyone who can achieve true self-awareness knows that empathy and sympathy, liking and disliking, are among the strongest feelings we can have, feelings that are deeply engraved in our souls. But now it is so—and I need not repeat here why I need not repeat here, because it has been said so often in the previous lectures—that in our higher self, which, in the sense of yesterday's and the day before yesterday's lectures, only remembers the ordinary self, only has it within itself as a memory, we ourselves are the ones who prepare, for example, the fate that may torment and torment us throughout our entire life. Are there not people who reject the idea of reincarnation precisely because they have no desire to carve out a new existence for themselves after they have lived through this one? Why do such people think this way? Because they are caught up in the belief that the worlds in which human beings exist after death are the same as the sensory world. Here, we may like some things and dislike others. But it does not occur to us to feel the same way when we are in the life between death and rebirth. There, we feel completely different, even though we know nothing about it here. When we enter the spiritual world after death, we see, for example: You lived on Earth in a sensory existence, you had a certain ability, but this ability manifested itself in a very one-sided way in you, and you may have abused it. Now, in a new earthly existence in a different physical form, you must develop yourself in such a way that the one-sidedness is balanced and an imperfection becomes more perfect. In other words, you must acquire in another imperfection what you had in an imperfect form, so that through mutual interaction, the matter is balanced and harmonized. Then a period begins during the transition between death and new birth, until the new birth, when the person says to himself: I want to be born in such a way that in a new life I am completely incapable—for example—of engaging in painting, because I engaged in it before and had great skill at it. For by being unskilled in painting, I will be in a position never to allow a judgment to enter my soul as if I were painting myself, but only as it must be when I have to face the matter myself. I will have to acquire other powers, because that can be beneficial in harmonizing and balancing what I had before. In this way, one can look back on a life between birth and death, on something one has happily gone through, but one says to oneself that if one had arranged one's entire evolution in such a way that one experienced one's life in this way, one would not have savored it. What must result from forces that arise in this way is therefore the desire: what you have previously experienced in happiness, you must now experience in suffering. And one now arranges everything in such a way that, out of a longing, one must experience suffering in a certain area, the endurance of which will bring one further in existence. Then we have the fact that one has desired suffering and pain in the supersensible world and experiences them in the sensory world as something one wants to get rid of. Here the difference between life in the sense world and life in the supersensible worlds between death and rebirth becomes truly significant in practical terms. Forces that are completely different from those we find pleasant or unpleasant in life between birth and death are at work in our life between death and rebirth. What does someone do who judges life in the supersensible worlds according to their likes and dislikes in the sense world? He transplants what he has in the sensory world into the supersensible world. It is just as if you were to draw or paint a rose on a glass panel; then you look at the glass panel and you do not see the glass—you look through the glass, but the painting is projected onto a huge wall behind it, and you believe that it is real. But it is not real at all; you have only transferred it there. In this way, when human beings want to judge the supersensible world according to their sympathies and antipathies in their sense perception, they can project something into the supersensible world like shadows, which can then also have validity in the supersensible world. It already has an effect, a validity. If you don't see it, something like a fog is projected onto what is standing there in front of the viewer.
From another perspective, this can point us intuitively to what we might call the darkness of life. Why do we live in the darkness of life between birth and death? Because judgments and evaluations of life are justified and self-evident for life between birth and death, but they must be invalid for the existence we ourselves experience between death and a new birth. For our sentient being, we need a soul life that has no validity for the supersensible world. We must therefore allow the light of the spirit from the supersensible worlds to shine in through the insights, through what can be explored in the supersensible worlds, so that we can arrive at a comprehensive understanding of the world. The greatest mistake people can make in relation to worldviews is to believing that they can extend the concepts and ideas they have gained in the sensory world to the supersensible world, if they do not have the patience and perseverance to allow themselves to be given descriptions of what shines in from the supersensible worlds as spiritual light into the darkness of sensory life through genuine research into the supersensible. Here, however, we are faced with the question: Is it then only those who can see into the supersensible worlds themselves, who have undergone initiation, who are able to let this spiritual light of the supersensible worlds work upon them? This belief is widespread in the world. One often hears people say: How can one understand anything of the supersensible worlds if one has not undergone initiation oneself? And then one hears it pointed out that the only true way is to go through the steps of initiation, the actual ascent into the supersensible world.
How things stand in this realm, how understanding relates to seeing in the supersensible worlds, how much comfort and vitality one can gain from understanding the spirit light in the darkness of life—this shall be the starting point for tomorrow's consideration, which will take us a few steps further into the problems we wish to examine in this cycle.