How the Spiritual World Interpenetrates the Physical
GA 155
14 July 1914, Norrköping
Christ and the Human Soul II
As we live through the day and realize all that we owe to the sun, and to what extent the tasks of life are connected with the sunlight, we forget that through the whole pleasure and satisfaction we derive from the sunlight, there runs the thread of sure knowledge that, on the following morning, after we have rested through the night, the sun will rise anew for us. This is a part of the confidence that lives in our soul—confidence in the lasting reality of the world order. We may not always consciously realize it, but if asked, we should certainly answer in this sense. We devote ourselves to-day to our work because we know that the fruit of our work is assured for tomorrow, that after the night's rest the sun will reappear, and the fruits of our labor can ripen. We turn our gaze upon the earth's covering of plants; this year we revere and admire all its display; we know that the world order ordains that the same covering of plants and fruits for next year will proceed from the seed of this year. If asked again why we live on with such a sense of security, we should in similar circumstances give the answer that the reality of the world order seems to us assured; it seems to us a matter of certainty that what has matured as far as seed in the old crops will in reality reappear.
But there is something of special significance for our inner soul-life, there is something in life which requires a pledge or guarantee of some kind, because, for those who truly think and feel, it does not bear that guarantee of certainty within itself—‘our ideals’—and so much is contained in the expression, ‘our ideals.’ When we think and feel in a higher sense, our ideals belong to those things that are more important to our souls than is external reality. It is our ideals which set our souls inwardly aflame, and in many connections impart to its life its value and dearness. When we look into external life, and at what assures for us the reality of life, we are often troubled by the thought: does this reality contain something that assures to us just the most precious thing in life—the realization of our ideals?
Innumerable conflicts of the human soul proceed from the fact that people doubt more or less strongly in the realization of that upon which they would fain rely with every fiber of their being; that is to say, the realization of their ideals. We need only consider the world of the physical plane in an unprejudiced way and we shall find innumerable human souls passing through the hardest, bitterest struggles owing to the non-attainment of what they hold to be of value in the ideal sense. For from the evolution of reality we cannot in the same sense conclude that our ideals in life will prove to be the seed of a future reality in the same way as the plant seeds of this year foretell the coming harvest. These plant-seeds, we know, will bear within them that which next year will be reality in the widest sense. But if we consider our ideals, we may indeed cherish in our souls the belief that these ideals will have some significance, some value for life; but certainty we cannot have. As human beings we should like our ideals to be the seeds for a later future, but we look in vain for that which can give them assured reality. Even when we consider the physical plane, we find our souls with their ideals, frequently in a parlous condition.
Let us pass from the world of the physical plane into the world of the occult, into the world of hidden spirituality. A man who has become a spiritual seer learns to know souls in the period through which they have to pass between death and a new birth, and it is very significant when one turns the spiritual gaze upon those souls who in their earthly life, were wholly filled with high ideals, with ideals brought forth out of the fire and the light of their hearts.
A man has passed through the gate of death, and has before him the well-known life-tableau, the memory-picture of his past earth life, and interwoven with it is the world of ideals. This world of ideals can come before a man after death in such a way that his feelings concerning it may be expressed as follows: ‘these ideals which have fired and illumined my heart in its innermost recesses, and which I have considered the dearest, the most intimate treasure of my heart, now assume a strange unfamiliar aspect. They look as though they would not rightly belong to all that I remember as actual earth-experience on the physical plane.’ Yet the dead man feels himself magnetically attracted to these ideals of his; he feels, as it were, fascinated by them. But they may also contain an element that gives him a mild shock; he feels that this element may be dangerous, that it may alienate him from the earth-evolution, and what is connected with the Earth-evolution in the life between death and a new birth. In order to express myself quite clearly, I should like to connect what I have said with concrete experiences, with which some of those sitting here are already familiar, but which must this evening be illumined from a certain side so that they may be brought into connection with what I have said in reference to the nature of human ideals.
Of recent years, a man of poetic nature joined us [Christian Morgenstern.]. As the result of a life of dedication to the purest idealism, and a life that had already in pre-anthroposophical days passed through a mystical deepening, this man entered our Movement. Despite the fact that his soul dwelt in a body that was a prey to consumption, he dedicated himself, heart and soul, to our Movement. In the spring of this year we lost him from the earth-life; he passed through the gate of death. He has left to mankind a series of wonderful poems, which have been recently published. Owing to the difficulties of his external physical life, he was in a certain sense, for long periods separated in space from our Movement, either in a lonely spot in the Swiss mountains, or in some other place, where he had to care for his health. But away there, he clung to our Movement, and his poems, which in certain circles have lately been recited over and over again, are the poetic reflection, as it were, of what we have been developing for more than ten years. Now he has passed through the gate of death, and a very remarkable thing results from the occult observance of this soul. The significance of the soul's life in that disease-stricken body has become apparent only since the death of that body. That which this soul absorbed while his soul faithfully followed the progress of our Movement, developed greater force under the surface of the gradually dying body. The diseased body concealed this so long as the soul dwelt within it. And now, when one comes into the presence of this soul after death, there shines forth, as it can only shine forth in the spiritual life, the content of the life which this soul absorbed. The cloudlike sphere, as it were, in which our friend now lives after having passed through the gate of death, is present like a mighty cosmic tableau. For the occult observer it is a most striking sight. It may, perhaps, be said that the occult seer is able to cast his gaze round the whole wide sphere of the cosmic world, but it is one thing to allow the gaze to wander round the whole sphere of the cosmic world of soul, and another to see, separated out from a particular human soul something that has the appearance of a mighty tableau, like a painting of what otherwise is there of itself in the spiritual world. Just as we have the physical world around us, and then see it reflected in the magnificent paintings of a Raphael or Michelangelo, so is it in the spiritual world in the case of which we are here speaking. Just as one never says in presence of a picture by Michelangelo or Raphael, ‘this picture gives me nothing more for I have the whole great reality before me,’—so one does not say, in observing the tableau that mirrors in a soul all that one elsewhere perceives in the vision of spiritual reality, that this soul tableau is not an infinite enrichment. And it may be said that there is infinitely more to be learnt in the presence of this friend who after death contains in his soul a reflection of all that has been described from out the spiritual worlds through the course of many years, than from direct contemplation of the vastness of spiritual reality.
This is an occult fact. I have repeatedly mentioned it to friends in different places and I have now taken from it elements that are of importance in connection with the subject we are to-day considering. As this occult fact presents itself, it shows me something else. In face of all the opposition to-day to the promulgation of occult teaching as we give it—the question may often be put (I will not say there is ‘doubt’ but that the question is put): ‘What progress will this occult teaching find in the hearts and souls of men?’ ‘Is there any guarantee, any assurance that the work of the Anthroposophical Society will continue to influence the course of the spiritual evolution of humanity?’ The sight of what the soul of our friend has become is one such assurance from the occult world. Why? The friend who has left behind him the poems: Wir Janden einen Pfad (‘We found a Path’) lives in the immense cosmic tableau that is for him after death like a kind of soul-body; but while he was connected with us, he absorbed into his being our teaching about the Christ. He absorbed this anthroposophical teaching, binding it to his own soul in such a way that it became the very spiritual heart-blood of his soul; it contained the Christ as substance. The Christ Being flowed into him in the teaching. The Christ, as He lives in our Movement, passed over into his soul. In the face of this occult fact, the following presents itself. The man who goes through the gate of death may indeed live in a cosmic tableau of this kind; he will go forward with it through the life that lies between death and a new birth. This will work and be embodied in his whole being, or rather it will ‘en-soul’ his whole being, and it will permeate his new earth-life, when he again descends to a life on earth. There is also this in addition, that such a soul receives a germ of perfection for its own life, and progresses in the evolution of the earth's existence. All this comes to pass because of the fact that such a soul has absorbed the teaching into its being. But this particular soul accepted all the teaching, steeped through and spiritualized by the Christ Being, by the conception of the Christ Being which we can make our own. All that such a soul absorbed, however, is not merely a treasure stimulating the further evolution of this single soul, but through Christ Who is there for all mankind, it is a treasure which works back again upon the whole of mankind. And that cosmic tableau which for clairvoyant eyes is being developed in the soul of him who this spring passed through the portal of death-that Christ enfilled soul-tableau, is to me an assurance that what may be given to-day from out of the spiritual worlds will, through the love of Christ radiate into souls who will come later. They will be set on fire, inspired by it. Not only will our friend carry forward our Christ-enfilled teaching to the greater perfecting of his own life, but because it has become part of his being it will become an impulse from the spiritual world to the souls who will live in the coming centuries; into them will pour the rays of that which is Christ-enfilled. Your souls cannot take in for themselves alone the teaching which is their most precious possession, but they will bear it through epochs of evolution yet to come. If you will enfill this teaching with Christ, it will stream forth as a seed into the whole of humanity because the Christ Being belongs to the whole of humanity. Where Christ is, the treasures of life are not isolated; their fruitfulness for individuals is always there, but at the same time they become a treasure for the whole of mankind.
We must place this clearly before our souls. We see then what a significant difference there is between Wisdom that is not filled with Christ, and Wisdom that is illuminated by the Light of Christ. When we come together in a narrower circle of our Society we are not there for the sake of abstract considerations, but in order to follow up true occultism, undismayed by what the modern world has to say against this occultism. Consequently we may speak of matters which only come to our knowledge through investigation in the spiritual.
A second example shall be mentioned. In recent years we have had occasion in Munich to perform what we call the Mystery Dramas, and Swedish friends have frequently been present. The performances of these Mystery Dramas had to differ in many respects from other performances. There had to be a sense of responsibility to the spiritual ·world. One could not attend these Mystery Plays as if one were going to an ordinary theatre. What is done in such a case must proceed from one's own soul-powers. But let us understand clearly that when in our physical life we want to carry something out through the will of our souls, we are compelled to use our muscular power, which is imparted to us from without, as it were, but which belongs to us. If we lack this muscular power that comes to us from outside, we cannot carry out certain things. In a certain sense muscular force belongs to us, and yet again not to us. So it is with our spiritual faculties, only there, our physical forces, our muscular forces do not help us when these faculties are to be active in the spiritual spheres. The powers of the spiritual world itself must come to our aid; the powers and forces which stream out of the spiritual world into our physical world must irradiate and permeate us. Undertakings of a different character may indeed begin with another consciousness. It was always clear to me that the facts could only be presented as the years went on, that the different impulses might only be used when definite spiritual forces, moving in this direction, flowed into our human forces, when spiritual ‘Guardian-Angel’ forces flowed into our human forces.
In the early days when we were beginning our activities in a very small circle—and when we gathered together in Berlin, at the beginning of this century, it was always very easy to count the number present. For a short time a faithful soul was always among them, a soul who through her Karma possessed a special talent for beauty and art. Even though it was for a short time, this soul worked with us, in all our most intimate activities. With an inner depth of feeling, and an enlightened enthusiasm, this soul worked among us, and absorbed the cosmological teachings which it was possible to give at that time. And I remember even to-day how at that time a fact came before my soul which may perhaps seem unimportant, but which may be mentioned here. When our Movement began, a periodical which, for well-considered reasons, was called ‘Lucifer,’ came into being. At that time I wrote an article under the title of ‘Lucifer’ which was meant to lay down, in germ at any rate, the direction along which we wished to work. That article, even if it does not say so in words, adhered to the direction in which the then Theosophical—and now Anthroposophical Society—should be maintained, and I may say that that article too is Christ-enfilled. The lifeblood of Christianity is in that article, and as such it can flow into those souls who absorb what that article contains. It may perhaps here be mentioned that at that time this article met with the most heated opposition among the circle of the few who had joined us from the old theosophical Movement. Everywhere was this article considered entirely ‘untheosophical.’ The personality of whom I have been speaking entered into this article with the warmest possible heart and the deepest inner feeling; and I was able to say to myself: when it is a question of the actual truth, her acquiescence is of far more importance for the progress of the Movement than all the rest of the opposition together. In short, this soul was deeply interwoven with all that was to flow into our anthroposophical Movement. She soon died; as early as 1904 she passed through the gate of death. For a while after death she had to struggle through in the spiritual world to that which she really was. Not so early as 1907, but from the time of our plays in Munich, from 1909 onwards, and then in an increasing degree as time went on, this soul was always there guarding and illuminating what I was able to undertake in connection with our Munich Festival Plays. All that this soul, owing to her talent for the beautiful, was able to give to the artistic realization of our anthroposophical ideas, worked down out of the spiritual world, as though from the guardian angel of our Mystery Plays, in such a way that one felt in oneself the power to take the necessary initiative. Just as in the physical world our muscular energy supports us, so the spiritual force streaming down from the spiritual worlds flowed into one's own spiritual force. Thus do the dead work with us, thus they are present with us. That was yet another case—and here comes the point about which I must specially speak to-day—that was again a case in which all that the personality had absorbed in the field of Anthroposophy manifestly assisted progress not only in her individual life, but it flowed back again to us in something that we ventured to do for the whole Movement. Two possibilities existed; this personality had accepted all that she could, she had it in her soul, and so she could apply it for the sake of her further progress through life and also through the life after death. ... That is right—it ought to happen so—for the human soul must, if it is to attain its divine goal, become ever more and more perfect; it must do all that is possible to help forward this perfecting. But because this soul had taken into herself the whole purport of what it is to be ‘Christ-enfilled,’ what she had taken into herself was able to work not merely for herself but it was able to flow down to us—and become in its effectiveness, a kind of common possession for us all. That is what Christ brings about when He permeates the fruits of our knowledge. He does not take away all that these fruits of our knowledge represent for our individuality; Christ died for all souls; and when we rise up to that knowledge which must be possessed by all true earth-men:—‘Not I, but the Christ in me’—when we realize the Christ within us in all that we know, and when we attribute to Christ the forces which we ourselves employ, then, what we take into our being works not for ourselves alone, but for the whole of humanity. It becomes fruitful for the whole of humanity. Look at the souls of men over the earth. Christ died for them all, and that which you receive in His Name you receive for your own perfecting, but also as a most precious possession that is effective for all mankind.
And now let us return to our introductory words this evening. It was said that when, after death, we look back upon our life-tableau, on that which we have lived through, it appears to us as though our ideals might have something strange about them. We feel in regard to our ideals that they really do not bear us forward to the common life of men, that they have no inherent guarantee of reality in the general life of men, that they carry us away from it. Lucifer has a powerful influence over our ideals because they flow in such beauty out of the human soul, but only out of the human soul, and are not rooted in external reality. This is why Lucifer has such power, and it is really the magnetic impulse of Lucifer which we experience after death. Lucifer approaches us, and the ideals we have are especially valuable to him, because by the indirect path of these ideals he can draw us to himself. But when we permeate with Christ all that we attain spiritually, when we feel the Christ in us, knowing that what we receive, is also received by the Christ in us—‘Not I, but the Christ in me’—then, when we pass through the gate of death we do not look back upon our ideals as though they tended to alienate us from the world. Our ideals have been committed to Christ and we know that it is Christ Who makes our ideals His own concern. He takes our ideals upon Himself. ‘Not I alone can so take my ideals upon myself that they are seeds for humanity upon the Earth, as surely as the plant-seeds of the present summer are seeds for the earthly plant-robe for the coming summer; but the Christ in me can do this; the Christ in me permeates my ideals with the reality of substance.’ And of those ideals we can say: ‘Yes, as man we give expression to ideals upon the earth, but in us lives Christ, and He takes them upon Him.’ These are the real germs of future reality. Christ-enfilled Idealism is permeated with the Seed of Reality, and he who truly understands Christ looks upon these ideals in this way; he says: Ideals have not as yet in themselves that guarantee of their own reality, their own actuality, which inheres in the plant-seed for the coming year; but when our ideals are committed to the Christ within us, then they are real seed. Whoever has a true Christ consciousness making into his life substance St. Paul's words ‘Not I, but the Christ in me is the Bearer of my ideals,’ he has this realization. He says: there are the ripe germinating seeds, there are the streams and seas, the hills and valleys—but close by is the world of idealism; this world of idealism is taken over by Christ, and it is like the seed of the future world in the world of the present, for Christ bears our ideals on into the next world as the God of Nature bears the plant-seeds of this year on into the coming year.
This gives reality to idealism; it removes from the soul those bitter, gloomy doubts which can arise in the feeling: What becomes of the world of ideals that are intimately bound up with external reality, and with all that I must consider of value? He who takes the Christ-Impulse into himself perceives that all that ripens in the human soul as wisdom-treasure is permeated, saturated through and through with reality. And I have brought two examples before you, in order to show you out of the occult world, how different is the working of that which is committed, Christ-enfilled, to the soul, from that which is committed to it only as wisdom which is not Christ-enfilled. What the soul has filled with Christ in this earth-life flows down to us in quite a different way from that which is not filled with Christ.
A terrible impression is produced, when clairvoyant consciousness looks out into the spiritual world and sees souls, in whom full Christ consciousness has not arisen during their last incarnation, fighting for their ideals—fighting for what is dearest to them, because in their ideals Lucifer has a power over them, which enables him to separate them from the fruits of reality which the whole world ought to enjoy.
Quite different is the aspect of those who have allowed their soul-wealth, their wisdom-wealth, to become Christ-enfilled. Such souls work upon us already in this life, evoke in us an after-glow, they animate and vitalize our souls, even in bodily life. What can be felt as most precious inner soul-warmth, as comfort in the most difficult conditions of life, as support in the blackest abyss of life, is this very condition of being filled with the Christ Impulse. And why? Because he who is really permeated with the Christ Impulse feels that in the conquests of his soul, however imperfect they may appear in earthly life, there lies this Christ-Impulse as the assurance and the guarantee for their fulfillment. This is why Christ is such a consolation in the doubts of life, such a support for the soul. How much for the souls of earth remains unfulfilled in life! How much seems to them to be of value, although in the outer physical world it can only appear to be like vain hopes of spring. But what we honestly feel in our soul, what we can unite with our soul as a valued possession—that we can commit to Christ; and whatever may be the prospects of its realization, when we have committed it to Christ He bears it forth upon His wings into Reality. It is not always necessary to have knowledge of this, but the soul that feels the Christ within it, as the body feels its life-giving blood, senses the warmth, the element of realization in this Christ-Impulse in respect of all that cannot be realized in the external world, though the soul with perfect justification longs for its realization. The fact that clairvoyant consciousness sees these things when it surveys souls after death is only a proof of how justifiable is the feeling of the human soul, when in all that man does, in all that he thinks, he feels himself Christ-enfilled, takes the Christ into his soul as its comfort, as support, saying in earth life: ‘Not I, but the Christ in me!’ For man may say: ‘Not I, but the Christ in me’ in this earth-life! Recall to your souls a passage which stands in my book Theosophy and which is meant to indicate one of those points where, at a certain stage of the spiritual life, there is a realization, a fulfillment of what fills the soul in this earthly-life. In a certain passage of my Theosophy I have drawn attention to the fact that ‘Tat wam asi,’ ‘Thou art That,’ upon which the Eastern sages meditate, comes before man as a reality at that moment when the transition from the so-called soul-world into the spiritual world takes place. Look up the passage in question. But something else can become a reality, in a matter that is of immense human significance in reference to St. Paul's words: ‘Not I, but the Christ in me’ which the Christ-enfilled soul may say in this life. If man knows how to experience in such a way that it is inner truth, this ‘Not I, but the Christ in me,’ it comes to fulfillment after death with mighty import. For what we accept in the world under the aspect of life which can be expressed in the words ‘Not I, but the Christ in me,’ becomes our own possession, our inner nature between death and a new birth, to such an extent that we may impart it as fruit to the whole of humanity. What we so take that we accept it under the point of view ‘Not I’ Christ makes into a common possession for all humanity. What I accept from the point of view ‘Not I,’ of this I may dare, after death, to say and to feel, ‘“Not for me alone” but for all my fellow men I And then only may I say the words: “Yes, I have loved Thee above all, even above myself,” therefore have I hearkened to the command, “Love thy God above all.”‘—‘Not I, but Christ in me’ And I have fulfilled that other command, ‘Love thy neighbor as thyself,’ for that which I have attained for myself will, through the fact that Christ bears it in reality, become the common property of all earth-humanity.
We must allow such things as these to work upon us, and then we experience what Christ has to signify in the human soul. Christ can be the bearer and supporter, the comforter and illuminator of the soul of man; and so we gradually become familiar with that which may be called the relation of Christ to the human soul.
Zweiter Vortrag
Wenn wir den Tag über leben und wissen, zum Beispiel, was wir diesen Tag über der Sonne zu verdanken haben, wie unsere Lebensaufgabe zusammenhängt mit dem Sonnenlicht, so denken wir nicht daran, daß, gewissermaßen unbewußt, durch diesen ganzen Genuß des Sonnenlichtes, durch die Befriedigung, die wir von dem Sonnenlicht haben, eines hindurchgeht: Wir wissen ganz gewiß, daß am nächsten Morgen, wenn wir die Nacht hindurch geruht haben, uns die Sonne wieder aufgehen werde. Das ist ein Zeichen von dem, wie in unserer Seele ein Vertrauen lebt in die fortdauernde Wirklichkeit der Weltenordnung. Wir machen es uns vielleicht nicht immer klar, aber gefragt, würden wir ganz gewiß in dem Sinne antworten, der hier gemeint ist. Wir geben uns unserer Arbeit heute hin, weil wir wissen, daß die Früchte dieser Arbeit für morgen gesichert sind, weil nach durchruhter Nacht die Sonne wieder erscheinen wird und die Früchte der Arbeit ausreifen können.
Wir wenden den Blick hin auf die Pflanzendecke der Erde. Wir bewundern in diesem Jahr, was die Pflanzendecke der Erde uns darbietet. Wir erhalten uns von den Früchten der Erde. Wir wissen, daß es in der Wirklichkeit der Weltenordnung begründet ist, daß aus dem Keim dieses Jahres die Pflanzen- und Früchtedecke des nächsten Jahres hervorgehen werde. Und wiederum würden wir, gefragt, warum wir denn so sicher dahinleben, in entsprechender Lage die Antwort geben: Uns erscheint die Wirklichkeit der Weltenordnung verbürgt, uns erscheint verbürgt, daß dasjenige, was als Keim heranreifte in den alten Saaten, auch im Reiche der Wirklichkeit wieder erscheint. — Aber es gibt etwas, dem gegenüber wir eine Stütze brauchen, wenn wir an die Verbürgung durch die Wirklichkeit denken. Und das ist etwas, was für unser inneres Seelenleben von ganz besonderer Bedeutung ist. Und es braucht nur ein einziges Wort ausgesprochen zu werden, dann fühlen wir also gleich, wie es etwas im Leben gibt, wofür wir eine solche Bürgschaft brauchen, weil es unmittelbar eine solche Bürgschaft für den real Denkenden, für den real Fühlenden doch nicht in sich trägt. Das ist das Wort: unsere Ideale. Was alles schließt dieses Wort ein: unsere Ideale! Unsere Ideale, sie gehören zu dem, was unserer Seele, wenn wir in einem höheren Sinne denken und fühlen, wichtiger ist als die äußere Wirklichkeit. Unsere Ideale sind dasjenige, was unsere Seele innerlich befeuert, was unserer Seele in vieler Beziehung das Leben wertvoll und teuer macht.
Und wenn wir in das äußere Leben blicken, wenn wir hinblicken auf das, was uns die Realität des Lebens verbürgt, dann werden wir oftmals von dem Gedanken gequält: Enthält denn diese Wirklichkeit etwas, was uns gerade dieses Wertvollste im Leben, die Verwirklichung unserer Ideale, verbürgt?
Unzählige Konflikte der Menschenseele gehen daraus hervor, daß die Menschen mehr oder weniger stark oder schwach zweifeln an der Verwirklichung dessen, an dessen Verwirklichung sie doch hängen möchten mit allen Fasern ihrer Seele: an der Verwirklichung ihrer Ideale. Wir brauchen ja nur die Welt des physischen Planes zu betrachten, und wir werden, wenn wir unbefangen diesen physischen Plan betrachten, unzählige Menschenseelen finden, welche die stärksten, die herbsten Seelenkämpfe durchmachen an dem Nichterreichten, das sie doch im idealen Sinne für wertvoll halten. Denn nicht in demselben Sinne können wir gleichsam heraussaugen aus der Evolution der Wirklichkeit, daß sich unsere Ideale im Leben so als Keime für eine zukünftige Realität erweisen werden, wie sich zum Beispiel die Pflanzenkeime dieses Jahres als Anlage für die Pflanzendecke des nächsten Jahres erweisen. Richten wir den Blick hin auf diese Pflanzenkeime, so wissen wir: In sich tragen sie dasjenige, was im nächsten Jahre in ausgebreitetstem Maße Wirklichkeit sein wird. Richten wir nun den Blick hin auf unsere Ideale, dann können wir zwar den Glauben in unserer Seele hegen, daß diese Ideale irgendeine Bedeutung, daß sie irgendeinen Wert für das Leben haben werden; aber in gleichem Sinne eine Sicherheit haben, das können wir in bezug auf diese Ideale nicht. Wir möchten als Menschen, daß sie die Keime seien für spätere Zukunft, aber wir blicken vergeblich aus nach dem, was ihnen die sichere Realität geben kann. So finden wir unsere Seele, schon wenn wir auf den physischen Plan blicken, mit ihrem Idealismus oftmals in einer verzweifelten Lage.
Und gehen wir aus der Welt des physischen Planes in die Welt des Okkulten, in die Welt der verborgenen Geistigkeit: Derjenige, der ein Geistesforscher geworden ist, lernt erkennen die Seelen in der Zeit, die sie durchzumachen haben zwischen Tod und neuer Geburt. Und es ist bedeutungsvoll, den geistigen Blick hinzuwerfen auf diejenigen Seelen, welche gesättigt waren in dem Erdenleben mit hohen Idealen, mit Idealen, die sie aus dem Feuer und aus dem Licht ihres Herzens heraus geboren hatten.
Wenn der Mensch durch die Pforte des Todes hindurchgegangen ist und das uns wohlbekannte Lebenstableau, das eine Erinnerung an das verflossene Erdenleben darstellt, vor sich hat, dann ist eingewoben diesem Lebenstableau auch die Welt der Ideale. Und diese Welt der Ideale, sie kann dem Menschen in einer solchen Weise nach dem Tode vor die Seele treten, daß er ihr gegenüber etwas fühlt, das man in die Worte kleiden möchte: Ja, diese Ideale, die mein Herz im Innersten befeuert und durchleuchtet haben, die ich als das Teuerste, als das innerste Gut meines Herzens betrachtet habe, diese Ideale, sie haben jetzt ein gar fremdartiges Ansehen. Sie sehen so aus, als ob sie nicht recht hingehörten zu alledem, dessen ich mich erinnere als wirklicher Erdenerlebnisse des physischen Planes. Und dennoch fühlt sich der Tote wiederum wie magnetisch hingezogen zu diesen seinen Idealen, er fühlt sich gleichsam gebannt an diese Ideale. Sie können etwas merkwürdig Anziehendes für den Toten haben, diese Ideale. Aber sie können etwas haben, was ihn wie mit einem gelinden Schrekken erfüllt, von dem er fühlt, daß es ihm gefährlich werden kann, daß es ihn entfremden kann der Erdenevolution und dem, was auch für die Erdenevolution zusammenhängt in dem Leben zwischen Tod und neuer Geburt.
Um mich ganz deutlich auszusprechen, möchte ich an konkrete Erlebnisse anknüpfen, möchte anknüpfen an Erlebnisse, die einige von den Freunden, die hier sitzen, ja schon kennen, aber die gerade von einer gewissen Seite her am heutigen Abend noch besonders beleuchtet werden sollen, damit sie zusammengestellt werden können mit dem, was ich eben über die Natur der menschlichen Ideale ausgesprochen habe.
Uns hatte sich in den letzten Jahren eine dichterische Natur angeschlossen. Aus einem Leben heraus, das gewidmet war dem reinsten Idealismus, das in der vortheosophischen Zeit schon eine mystische Vertiefung durchgemacht hatte, kam der betreffende Mann herein in unsere anthroposophische Bewegung. Mit Herz und Seele widmete er sich, trotzdem seine Seele weilte in einem morschen, zerfallenden Leibe, unserer geistigen Bewegung. Im Frühling dieses Jahres haben wir ihn für das Erdenleben verloren: er ist durch die Pforte des Todes hindurchgegangen. Er hat der Menschheit hinterlassen eine Serie wunderbarer Gedichte, die in einem Band veröffentlicht worden sind, der vor kurzem, nach seinem Tode, erschienen ist. In gewisser Beziehung war er durch die Schwierigkeiten seines äußeren Leibesleben viele Zeiten räumlich getrennt von unserer Bewegung, in einem einsamen schweizerischen Gebirgsorte oder sonst irgendwo, wo er für seine Gesundung sorgen mußte, Aber er hing auch entfernt von uns an unserer Bewegung, und seine Dichtungen, die ja auch in gewissen anthroposophischen Kreisen immer wiederum und wiederum vorgetragen wurden, gerade in der letzten Zeit, sind gleichsam die dichterische Widerspiegelung dessen, was wir uns anthroposophisch erarbeitet haben durch mehr als ein Jahrzehnt hindurch. Nun ist er durch die Pforte des Todes gegangen, und ein Merkwürdiges stellt sich heraus der okkulten Betrachtung der Seele dieses Mannes. Man kann sagen, die Bedeutung des Lebens der Seele in diesem morschen Körper lernt man erst nach dem Tode kennen. Dasjenige, was diese Seele aufnahm, während sie geistig treu mitarbeitete an dem Fortgang der anthroposophischen Bewegung, das entwickelte größere Kraft, möchte man sagen, unter der Oberfläche des allmählich hinsterbenden Leibes. Der morsche Leib verdeckte das, solange die Seele selbst in diesem Leibe war. Und jetzt, wenn man mit dieser Seele zusammenkommt nach dem Tode, jetzt leuchten auf, so wie sie eben nur im geistigen Leben aufleuchten können, die Inhalte des Lebens, die diese Seele aufgenommen hat; und wie ein gewaltiges kosmisches 'Tableau ist, ich möchte sagen, die Wolke vorhanden, in der unser Freund nun, nachdem er die Pforte des Todes durchschritten hat, lebt. Für den okkulten Betrachter ist das ein eigenartiger Anblick. Man kann ja nun vielleicht sagen: Der okkulte Betrachter kann ja auch die Blicke umherschweifen lassen in dem ganzen weiten Umkreis der geistig-kosmischen Welt. Aber es ist noch etwas anderes, den Blick umherschweifen zu lassen in dem ganzen Umkreis der kosmischen psychischen Welt und dann noch abgesondert zu sehen aus einer besonderen Menschenseele heraus etwas, was sich wie ein gewaltiges Tableau ausnimmt, wie ein Gemälde desjenigen, was sonst sich selbst in der geistigen Welt zeigt. Wie wenn man die Welt des physischen Planes um sich herum hat und dann sie widergespiegelt sieht in den großartigen Gemälden eines Raffael, eines Michelangelo, so ist es in der geistigen Welt in dem Falle, von dem hier gesprochen wird. Wie man niemals sagt, wenn man einem Gemälde von Raffael oder Michelangelo gegenübersteht: Ach, dieses Gemälde gibt mir nichts mehr, denn ich habe ja die große Wirklichkeit vor mir, so sagt man nicht, wenn man das Tableau betrachtet, das in einer Seele widerspiegelt, was man sonst im Anschauen der geistigen Wirklichkeit sieht, daß das gewaltige Aufleuchten dieses Seelentableaus uns nicht eine unendliche Bereicherung sei. Und gesagt werden darf, daß man unendlich mehr noch lernt, als man aus dem unmittelbaren Anblick der weiten geistigen Wirklichkeit lernen kann, wenn man vor sich hat den Freund, der gestorben ist, der in seiner eigenen Seele nach dem Tode eine Widerspiegelung enthält alles dessen, was geschildert werden durfte seit vielen Jahren aus den geistigen Welten heraus.
Dieses ist ein okkulter Tatbestand. Diesen okkulten Tatbestand habe ich ja unseren anthroposophischen Freunden schon wiederholt an anderen Orten auseinandergesetzt. Ich habe das jetzt herausgehoben, was für unsere heutige Betrachtung wichtig sein kann. So, wie sich dieser okkulte Tatbestand dargestellt hat an Christian Morgenstern, zeigt er mir noch etwas anderes. Man kann oftmals, wenn man sieht, welchen Widerstand heute die Verkündigung der okkulten Lehre, wie wir sie meinen, noch findet, vielleicht die Frage stellen, ich will nicht sagen zweifeln, aber die Frage stellen: Welchen Fortgang in den menschlichen Herzen, in den menschlichen Seelen wird diese okkulte Lehre finden? Gibt es eine Garantie, eine Bürgschaft dafür, daß das, was wir uns heute erarbeiten innerhalb unserer Anthroposophischen Gesellschaft, fortwirken werde im Verlauf der geistigen Menschheitsentwickelung? Der Anblick dessen, was die Seele unseres Freundes geworden ist, der gibt aus der okkulten Welt heraus eine solche Bürgschaft. Warum? Unser Freund, der uns die Dichtungen hinterlassen hat «Wir fanden einen Pfad», er lebt in dem gewaltigen kosmischen Tableau, das wie eine Art Seelenleib ist für ihn nach dem Tode. Er hat aber, während er mit uns verbunden war innerhalb unserer anthroposophischen Strömung, aufgenommen dasjenige, was wir zu sagen haben über den Christus. Indem er aufnahm die anthroposophische Lehre, indem er diese anthroposophische Lehre mit seiner Seele so verband, daß sie wirklich das geistige Herzblut seiner Seele wurde, hat er diese Lehre auch so in seiner Seele aufgenommen, daß diese anthroposophische Lehre für ihn den Christus als Substanz in sich enthielt. Er hat sie mit der Christus-Wesenheit zugleich aufgenommen. Der Christus, wie er in unserer Bewegung lebt, ist in seine Seele zugleich übergegangen.
Und nun stellt sich bei der Betrachtung des okkulten Tatbestandes das Folgende dar. Der Mensch, der durch die Pforte des Todes geht, ja, er kann in einem solchen kosmischen Tableau leben, er wird mit ihm schreiten durch das Leben, das zwischen dem Tod und einer neuen Geburt liegt; das wird wirken in seiner ganzen Wesenheit, das wird sich einverleiben seiner ganzen Wesenheit, besser würde ich sagen «einverseelen» seiner ganzen Wesenheit, und es wird sein neues Erdenleben durchdringen, wenn er zu einem solchen Erdenleben wieder heruntersteigt. Es trägt insofern dazu bei, daß eine solche Seele selbst einen Keim von Vollkommenheit aufnimmt für das eigene Leben, daß diese Seele selbst weiterschreitet in der Evolution des Erdendaseins. Das alles geschieht dadurch, daß eine solche Seele so etwas aufgenommen hat, wie es gesagt worden ist. Aber nun hat diese Seele, wie es eben angeführt worden ist, das alles aufgenommen durchtränkt und durchgeistigt von der Christus-Wesenheit, von den Vorstellungen, die wir uns über die Christus-Wesenheit aneignen können. Dadurch aber ist das, was eine solche Seele aufgenommen hat, nicht bloß ein Gut, das zur Weiterentwickelung dieser Seele allein dient, sondern ein Gut, das durch den Christus, der der ganzen Menschheit gemeinschaftlich ist, auf die ganze Menschheit wiederum wirkt. Und jenes Seelentableau, das sich dem hellsichtigen Auge entwickelt in der Seele, die diesen Frühling durch die Pforte des Todes gegangen ist, jenes Seelentableau, so wie es sich darstellt, durchchristet, es ist mir Bürgschaft dafür, daß das, was heute gesprochen werden darf aus den geistigen Welten, herunterleuchten wird durch die Liebe des Christus in Seelen, die in späterer Zeit kommen werden; diese Seelen, sie werden davon durchfeuert, sie werden davon inspiriert werden. Nicht allein wird unser Freund in seinem eigenen Leben die durchchristete Anthroposophie zur eigenen Vervollkommnung weiter tragen, sondern dadurch, daß er durchchristet sie aufgenommen hat, wird sie aus der geistigen Welt heraus ein Impuls den Seelen werden, die in den kommenden Jahrhunderten aufleben; in sie hineinstrahlen wird dasjenige, was durchchristet ist. Eure Seelen können das, was sie aus der durchchristeten Anthroposophie bekommen als ihr bestes Gut, nicht nur für sich selbst aufnehmen, sondern es durch spätere Evolutionszeiten tragen. Durchchristen sie es, so fließt es, weil der Christus das Wesen ist, das der ganzen Menschheit gehört, als eine Saat hinein in die ganze Menschheit. Wo der Christus dabei ist, vereinzeln sich nicht die Güter des Lebens; sie bleiben fruchtbar für den Einzelnen, aber sie nehmen zugleich den Charakter eines Gutes für die ganze Menschheit an.
Das ist es, was wir uns klar vor die Seele zu stellen haben. Dann sehen wir, welch bedeutender Unterschied waltet, ob wir Weisheit aufnehmen nicht durchchristet, oder ob wir Weisheit aufnehmen durchleuchtet von dem Christus-Licht. Wir sind ja nicht, wenn wir auf dem Felde unserer engeren Gemeinschaft zusammenkommen, dazu da, abstrakte Betrachtungen anzustellen, meine lieben Freunde, wir sind da, um ungescheut gegenüber demjenigen, was die heutige Welt gegen den Okkultismus, gegen den wahren Okkultismus hat, diesen Okkultismus wirklich zu treiben. Daher darf auch dasjenige berührt werden, was eben nur durch das Forschen im Geistigen wirklich zu unserer Kenntnis kommen kann.
Ein zweiter Fall soll angeführt werden. Wir waren veranlaßt, in den letzten Jahren in München mancherlei, was wir Mysterien nennen, aufzuführen, und auch unsere schwedischen Freunde haben vielfach teilgenommen an diesen Mysterienaufführungen. Auch das, was ich jetzt sage, habe ich von einer gewissen Seite her schon manchen Freunden mitgeteilt. Ja, bei diesen Mysterienaufführungen mußte manches anders getan werden als bei anderen Aufführungen. Es mußte gewissermaßen die Verantwortung gefühlt werden gegenüber der geistigen Welt. Man konnte nicht wie an eine Theateraufführung an diese Mysterienaufführung gehen. Gewiß, was man macht in einem solchen Fall, das muß gemacht werden aus den eigenen Seelenkräften heraus. Aber machen wir uns nur einmal klar, daß wir angewiesen sind auch im physischen Leben, wenn wir dieses oder jenes durch den Willen unserer Seele durchführen wollen, unsere Muskelkraft, die uns auch von außen zukommt, die aber doch uns gehört, dazu zu gebrauchen. Haben wir sie nicht, diese Muskelkraft, die uns von außen zukommt, so können wir gewisse Dinge ja nicht ausführen. In gewisser Weise gehört die Muskelkraft zu uns und doch wiederum nicht zu uns. So ist es mit unseren geistigen Fähigkeiten, nur daß uns dabei nicht helfen physische Kräfte, Muskelkraft, wenn diese Fähigkeiten im Geistigen sich betätigen sollen, sondern daß uns da die Kräfte der geistigen Welt selbst zu Hilfe kommen müssen, daß uns da gleichsam durchstrahlen und durchsetzen müssen die Kräfte, die aus der geistigen Welt in unsere physische Welt hineindringen. Und wahrhaftig, es mögen andere solche Unternehmungen, wie sie unsere Münchener Spiele waren, mit einem anderen Bewußtsein beginnen, für mich selbst wurde es klar, daß die Sache nur ausgeführt werden durfte im Laufe der Jahre, daß die verschiedenen Initiativen nur ergriffen werden durften, wenn ganz bestimmte, gerade nach dieser Richtung hin gehende geistige Kräfte in unsere Menschenkräfte hineinfließen, wenn gewissermaßen geistige Schutzengelkräfte in unsere menschlichen Kräfte hineinfließen.
Es war in den allerersten Zeiten, als wir begannen, in einem kleinen Kreise noch, geisteswissenschaftlich zu arbeiten. Es war ein sehr kleiner Kreis, und man konnte ihn immer, wenn wir zusammenkamen im Beginn unseres Jahrhunderts in Berlin, seiner Kopfzahl nach leicht überzählen. Aber eine treue Seele war für kurze Zeit immer unter diesen, eine Seele, die durch ihr Karma ausgestattet war mit einem ganz besonderen Talent für Schönheit und Kunst. Diese Seele hat, wenn auch nur kurze Zeit, aber doch mit uns gearbeitet, gerade in bezug auf alles Intimste, was dazumal zu durcharbeiten war auf dem geisteswissenschaftlichen Felde. Mit Innigkeit und mit einem abgeklärten inneren Feuer arbeitete diese Seele unter uns und nahm insbesondere die Lehren auf, die dazumal aus der Geisteswissenschaft namentlich über gewisse kosmologische Zusammenhänge gegeben werden konnten. Und ich weiß heute noch, wie dazumal eine Tatsache zum Beispiel vor meine Seele trat, die vielleicht unbedeutend erscheinen könnte, die aber doch hier angeführt werden darf: Als unsere anthroposophische Bewegung begann, da begann sie auch damit, daß eine Zeitschrift, die damals aus wohlerwogenen Gründen heraus «Luzifer» genannt wurde, den Anfang machte. Ich schrieb dazumal einen Artikel unter dem Titel «Luzifer», einen Artikel, der enthalten sollte, wenigstens der Anlage nach, die Richtlinien, unter denen wir arbeiten wollten. Ich darf wohl sagen, schon dieser Artikel ist, wenn es auch nicht in Worten ausgesprochen ist, in denjenigen Linien gehalten, in denen dann unsere Theosophische und jetzt AnthroposophischeGesellschaft gehalten werden muß, und ich darf sagen: Auch dieser Artikel ist durchchristet. Man nimmt dasjenige, was christliches Lebensblut ist, auf, wenn man den Artikel aufnimmt. Ich darf heute vielleicht erwähnen, daß dieser Artikel dazumal auch in dem Kreise der wenigen, die aus der alten theosophischen Bewegung heraus sich an uns angeschlossen hatten, die heftigste Opposition erfuhr. Allüberall wurde dieser Artikel für etwas genommen, was eigentlich ganz untheosophisch sei. Die Persönlichkeit, von der ich eben sprach, war mit dem allerwärmsten Herzen und mit der tiefsten Innigkeit gerade bei diesem Artikel, und ich konnte mir sagen: Diese Zustimmung wiegt mehr für den Fortgang der anthroposophischen Bewegung als die ganze übrige Opposition, wenn es auf die Wahrheit ankommt. Kurz, ganz verwoben war diese Seele mit dem, was in unsere Geistesströmung hineinfließen sollte. Sie starb bald; sie ging durch die Pforte des Todes schon 1904. Sie hatte einige Zeit sich durchzuringen in der geistigen Welt nach dem Tode zu dem, was sie eigentlich war. Und noch nicht 1907, aber von unseren Spielen in München, den Mysterienspielen von 1909 ab, dann immer steigend durch die folgenden Zeiten, da war es diese Seele, die immer hinter demjenigen schützend und klärend stand, was ich vornehmen durfte für unsere Münchener Festspiele. Was diese Seele durch ihre Anlage in bezug auf Schönheit für die künstlerische Verwirklichung unserer geistigen Ideale geben konnte, das wirkte herab aus der geistigen Welt wie von dem Schutzengel unserer Mysterienspiele kommend, so daß man Kraft in sich fühlte, diejenige Initiative zu ergreifen, die notwendig war, weil, wie im Physischen unsere Muskelkraft uns unterstützt, so die geistige Kraft, die aus den geistigen Welten herunterströmt, in die eigene geistige Kraft hineinfloß.
So wirken die Toten mit uns. So sind sie mit uns. Das war wieder ein Fall — und jetzt kommt die Wendung, von der ich insbesondere heute sprechen muß —, das war wieder ein Fall, wo nicht bloß für die betreffende Persönlichkeit zu ihrem eigenen Fortschritt in ihrem individuellen Leben das sichtlich beitrug, was sie aufgenommen hatte auf dem anthroposophischen Felde, sondern es floß uns ja wiederum zurück in etwas, was wir tun durften für die ganze anthroposophische Bewegung. Es waren zwei Möglichkeiten vorhanden: die eine, daß eben diese Persönlichkeit aufgenommen hatte das, was sie aufnehmen konnte, daß sie es in ihrer Seele hatte und daß sie es nun in ihrem weiteren Fortschreiten durch das Leben, auch durch das Leben nach dem Tode, für sich verwenden konnte. Das ist so recht, das soll so geschehen, denn die Menschenseele muß, wenn sie ihr göttliches Ziel erreichen soll, immer vollkommener und vollkommener werden; sie muß alles tun, was zu dieser Vervollkommnung beitragen kann. Weil aber auch diese Seele schon die ganze Gesinnung der Durchchristetheit in sich aufgenommen hatte, konnte das, was sie aufgenommen hatte, nicht nur für sie selbst wirken, sondern es konnte herunterfließen zu uns, es konnte eine Art Gemeingut werden, Gemeingut in seiner Wirksamkeit.
Das ist es, was der Christus macht, wenn er unsere Erkenntnisfrüchte durchdringt. Er nimmt nicht weg, was diese Erkenntnisfrüchte für unsere Individualität darstellen, aber der Christus ist gestorben für alle Seelen, und wenn wir uns aufschwingen zu der Erkenntnis, welche die Erkenntnis des richtigen Erdenmenschen sein muß: «Nicht ich, sondern der Christus in mir»; wenn wir gleichsam den Christus in uns wissen bei allem, was wir selbst wissen, wenn wir dem Christus zuschreiben die Kräfte, die wir selbst verwenden, dann wirkt das, was wir in uns aufnehmen, nicht nur für uns allein, sondern für die ganze Menschheit. Dann wird es fruchtbar für die ganze Menschheit. Wo wir hinblicken auf dem Erdenrund zu Menschenseelen: für alle ist der Christus gestorben, und dasjenige, was die Menschenseelen in seinem Namen aufnehmen, das nehmen sie zu ihrer eigenen Vervollkommnung, aber auch als teure Wirkensgüter für die ganze Menschheit auf.
Nunmehr blicken wir zurück zu dem, was in den Einleitungsworten des heutigen Abends gesprochen worden ist.
Gesagt worden ist: Wenn wir nach dem Tode zurückblicken in unserem Lebenstableau auf dasjenige, was wir durchlebt haben, dann kommt es uns vor, als ob unsere Ideale etwas Fremdes haben könnten. Die Empfindung, die wir da durchmachen, ist diese, daß wir diesen Idealen es anfühlen: sie tragen uns eigentlich nicht hin zu dem allgemeinen Menschenleben, sie haben keine Eigenbürgschaft für Realität in dem allgemeinen Menschenleben; sie führen uns hinweg von dem allgemeinen Menschenleben. Es ist eine starke Gewalt, welche Luzifer hat gerade über unsere Ideale, weil sie so schön aus der menschlichen Seele herausquellen, aber eben nur aus der menschlichen Seele, und nicht in der äußeren Wirklichkeit wurzeln. Deshalb hat Luzifer eine solche Gewalt, und es ist eigentlich der magnetische Zug des Luzifer, den wir in unseren Idealen nach dem Tode spüren. Luzifer kommt an uns heran, und gerade wenn wir Ideale haben, sind sie ihm besonders wertvoll, er kann uns auf dem Umweg durch diese Ideale zu sich hinziehen. Aber wenn wir dasjenige, was wir geistig durchdringen, mit dem Christus durchziehen, wenn wir den Christus in uns erfühlen, und wenn wir wissen: Dasjenige, was wir aufnehmen, nimmt der Christus mit in uns auf — «Nicht ich, sondern der Christus in mir» (Galater 2, 20) -, dann ist es, wenn wir durch die Pforte des Todes treten, nicht so, daß wir auf unsere Ideale so zurückblicken, als ob sie uns der Welt entfremden wollten, sondern dann haben wir unsere Ideale gleichsam dem Christus übergeben; dann erkennen wir, daß der Christus es ist, der unsere Ideale zu seiner eigenen Sache macht. Er nimmt unsere Ideale auf sich. Und der Einzelne kann sich sagen: Nicht ich kann meine Ideale allein so auf mich nehmen, daß sie ebenso sichere Keime für die Menschheit der Erde sind, wie die Pflanzenkeime des heutigen Sommers sichere Keime für die Pflanzendecke des nächstens Sommers sein werden; aber der Christus in mir kann es. Der Christus in mir durchzieht meine Ideale mit der Realität der Substanz. — Und die Ideale, die wir so in uns hegen, daß wir uns sagen: Ja, als Mensch fassen wir sie, die Ideale, auf diesem Erdenrund, aber in uns lebt der Christus, und er übernimmt unsere Ideale — diese Ideale sind reale Keime für zukünftige Wirklichkeit. Durchchristeter Idealismus ist mit dem Keim der Realität durchsetzt. Und derjenige, der den Christus wirklich versteht, der sieht auf diese Ideale so hin, daß er sagt: Jetzt haben Ideale noch nicht etwas in sich, was ihnen ihre Realität, ihren Wirklichkeits-Charakter so verbürgt, wie dem Pflanzenkeim der Wirklichkeits-Charakter für das nächste Jahr verbürgt ist, aber wenn wir unsere Ideale so auffassen, daß wir sie dem Christus in uns übergeben, dann sind sie reale Keime. Und derjenige, der ein wirkliches Christus-Bewußtsein hat, der das Paulinische Wort «Nicht ich, sondern der Christus in mir — ist der Träger meiner Ideale» zu seiner Lebenssubstanz macht, der sieht so darauf hin, daß er sagt: Ja, da sind die reifen Saaten mit ihren Keimen, da sind Flüsse und Meere, da bilden sich Berge und Täler. Aber daneben ist die Welt des Idealismus; diese Welt des Idealismus ist von dem Christus übernommen, und sie ist wie in der gegenwärtigen Welt der Keim zur zukünftigen Welt. Denn der Christus trägt unsere Ideale so hinüber in die zukünftige Welt, wie hinüberträgt der Gott der Natur die Pflanzenkeime dieses Jahres in das nächste Jahr.
Das gibt dem Idealismus Realität, das benimmt der Seele jene herben, jene düsteren Zweifel, die in ihr aufsteigen können, wenn sie be schlichen wird von dem Gefühl: Was wird aus der Welt der Ideale, die innig mit der äußeren Realität verknüpft sind, die verknüpft sind mit all dem, was ich für wertvoll halten muß? Das, was in der menschlichen Seele als Idealismus, als Weisheitsgut heranreift, das verspürt derjenige, der den Christus-Impuls in sich aufnimmt, mit Realität durchdrungen, mit Realität durchsättigt. Und ich habe Ihnen die zwei Beispiele angeführt, um Ihnen daran zu zeigen aus der okkulten Welt heraus, wie anders wirkt dasjenige, was durchchristet der Seele anvertraut wird, als das, was nur als Weisheit, die nicht durchchristet ist, der Seele anvertraut ist. Wahrhaftig, ganz anders dringt zu uns herunter das, was die Seele sich in diesem Erdenleben durchchristet hat, als das, was sie nicht durchchristet hat.
Es macht einen erschütternden Eindruck, wenn das hellsichtige Bewußtsein hinaufschaut in die geistige Welt und sieht für ihre Ideale die Seelen kämpfen, in denen in der letzten Inkarnation noch nicht das volle Christus-Bewußtsein aufgegangen ist, sieht die Seelen kämpfen für ihr Teuerstes, weil in ihren Idealen Luzifer eine Gewalt über sie hat, so daß er sie abtrennen kann von den Früchten, die als reale Früchte die ganze Welt genießen soll. Anders ist der Anblick bei denjenigen, die ihr Weisheitsgut, ihr Seelengut haben durchchristet sein lassen, die, wie einen Abglanz in uns hervorrufend, seelenbelebend schon in dieses Leben im Leibe herunterwirken.
Was so empfunden werden kann wie teuerste innere Seelenwärme, wie Trost in den schwersten Lagen des Lebens, wie Stütze in den schwersten Abgründen des Lebens, das ist eben das Durchdrungensein mit dem Christus-Impuls. Und warum? Weil derjenige, der wirklich durchdrungen ist mit dem Christus-Impuls, fühlt, wie in den Eroberungen seiner Seele, mögen sie noch so unvollkommen sich ausnehmen gegenüber dem Erdenleben, dieser Christus-Impuls als die Gewähr und Bürgschaft für die Verwirklichung darinnen liegt. Deshalb ist der Christus ein solcher Trost in den Zweifeln des Lebens, eine solche Stütze der Seele. Wie vieles bleibt den Seelen auf der Erde unerfüllt in dem Leben, wie vieles erscheint ihnen wertvoll, ohne daß sie es anders ansehen können gegenüber der äußeren physischen Welt als wie oftmals zerstörte Lenzeshoffnungen. Was wir aber so aufrichtig in unserer Seele fühlen, was wir mit unserer Seele vereinigen als ein wertvoll gedachtes Gut, das können wir dem Christus übergeben. Und wie es auch aussehen mag für die Verwirklichung: wenn wir es dem Christus übergeben haben, dann trägt er es auf seinen Flügeln in die Wirklichkeit hinein. Man braucht das nicht immer zu wissen, aber die Seele, die den Christus in sich fühlt, so wie der Leib sein Blut als belebendes Element in sich fühlt, die fühlt das Wärmende, das Realisierende dieses Christus-Impulses gegenüber alledem, was die Seele in der äußeren Welt nicht realisieren kann, aber realisieren möchte, berechtigterweise realisieren möchte.
Daß das hellsichtige Bewußtsein diese Dinge sieht, wenn es die Seelen betrachtet nach dem Tode, das ist eben nur ein Beweis dafür, wie berechtigt das Gefühl ist der Menschenseele, wenn sie bei allem, was sie tut, bei allem, was sie denkt, sich durchchrister fühlt, den Christus als ihren Trost, als ihre Stütze, als dasjenige in sich aufnimmt, von dem sie sagt in diesem Erdenleben: «Nicht ich, sondern der Christus in mir.» Man sage dies «Nicht ich, sondern der Christus in mir» in diesem Erdenleben!
Erinnern Sie sich an eine Stelle, die im Anfang meiner «Theosophie» steht, die einen derjenigen Punkte zeigen soll, wo verwirklicht wird auf einer gewissen Stufe des geistigen Lebens, was in dieser Welt des Erdenlebens die Seele durchdringt. Ich habe an einer bestimmten Stelle meiner «Theosophie» darauf aufmerksam gemacht, daß das «Tat twam asi», «Das bist du», das die morgenländischen Weisen meditieren, wie eine Wirklichkeit vor sie hintritt gerade in dem Momente, wo der Übergang aus der sogenannten Seelenwelt in die Geisteswelt geschieht. Sehen Sie nach an der betreffenden Stelle.
Aber noch etwas anderes kann Wirklichkeit werden, Wirklichkeit werden in einer menschlich ungeheuer bedeutungsvollen Art, von dem, was diese Menschenseele, die sich durchchristet fühlt, sich in diesem Leben sagen kann: das paulinische Wort «Nicht ich, sondern der Christus in mir». Weiß man es so zu denken, daß es innere Wahrheit ist, dieses Wort «Nicht ich, sondern der Christus in mir», dann verwirklicht es sich nach dem Tode in einer gewaltigen, in einer bedeutsamen Weise. Denn was wir unter diesem Lebensgesichtspunkte in der Welt aufnehmen, unter dem Lebensgesichtspunkte des «Nicht ich, sondern der Christus in mir», das wird so unser Eigentum, das wird so unsere innere Natur zwischen dem Tode und einer neuen Geburt, daß wir durch das, was so unsere innere Natur geworden ist, es als Frucht der ganzen Menschheit zuerteilen dürfen. Was wir so aufnehmen, daß wir es aufnehmen unter dem Gesichtspunkte «Nicht ich», das macht der Christus zum Gemeingut der ganzen Menschheit. Was ich aufnehme unter dem Gesichtspunkte «Nicht ich», von dem darf ich nach dem Tode sagen und fühlen: Nicht mir allein, sondern allen meinen Menschenbrüdern! Und dann allein darf ich das Wort aussprechen: Ja, ich habe ihn geliebt über alles, auch über mich selbst, deshalb habe ich gehorcht dem Gebote: «Liebe deinen Gott über alles.»
«Nicht ich, sondern der Christus in mir.»
Und ich habe es erfüllt, das andere Gebot: «Liebe deinen Nächsten als dich selbst.» Denn dasjenige, was ich mir selbst erworben habe, das wird dadurch, daß es der Christus in die Realität trägt, Gemeingut der ganzen Erdenmenschheit.
Man muß solche Dinge auf sich wirken lassen, dann erfährt man, was der Christus in der Menschenseele zu bedeuten hat, wie der Christus der Menschenseele Träger und Stütze, der Menschenseele Tröster und Durchleuchter sein kann. Und man fühlt sich allmählich hinein in dasjenige, was man nennen kann die Beziehung des Christus zur menschlichen Seele.
Davon wollen wir dann morgen weitersprechen.
Second Lecture
When we live through the day and know, for example, what we owe to the sun on that day, how our life's task is connected with sunlight, we do not think about the fact that, in a sense unconsciously, through all this enjoyment of sunlight, through the satisfaction we derive from sunlight, one thing passes through us: We know with certainty that the next morning, after we have rested through the night, the sun will rise again. This is a sign of how a trust lives in our soul in the continuing reality of the world order. We may not always be aware of it, but if asked, we would certainly answer in the sense meant here. We devote ourselves to our work today because we know that the fruits of this work are assured for tomorrow, because after a restful night the sun will rise again and the fruits of our labor can ripen.
We turn our gaze to the plant cover of the earth. This year, we admire what the plant cover of the earth offers us. We sustain ourselves from the fruits of the earth. We know that it is grounded in the reality of the world order that the plant and fruit cover of next year will emerge from the seeds of this year. And again, if asked why we live so confidently, we would give the appropriate answer: The reality of the world order seems certain to us; it seems certain to us that what matured as a seed in the old seeds will reappear in the realm of reality. — But there is something we need support for when we think of this certainty provided by reality. And that is something that is of very special importance for our inner soul life. And only one word needs to be spoken for us to feel immediately that there is something in life for which we need such a guarantee, because it does not immediately carry such a guarantee within itself for those who think and feel realistically. That word is: our ideals. What does this word encompass: our ideals! Our ideals belong to what is more important to our soul, when we think and feel in a higher sense, than external reality. Our ideals are what fire our soul from within, what make life valuable and precious to our soul in many ways.
And when we look at external life, when we look at what the reality of life guarantees us, we are often tormented by the thought: Does this reality contain anything that guarantees us the most valuable thing in life, the realization of our ideals?
Countless conflicts in the human soul arise from the fact that people doubt, to a greater or lesser extent, the realization of that to which they would like to cling with every fiber of their soul: the realization of their ideals. We need only look at the physical world, and if we look at it impartially, we will find countless human souls who are undergoing the strongest, most bitter soul struggles because of what they have not achieved, yet which they consider valuable in the ideal sense. For we cannot, in the same sense, extract from the evolution of reality that our ideals in life will prove to be seeds for a future reality, just as, for example, this year's plant seeds prove to be the foundation for next year's vegetation. If we look at these plant seeds, we know that They carry within themselves what will become reality in the most widespread form next year. If we now turn our gaze to our ideals, we can certainly cherish the belief in our souls that these ideals will have some meaning, that they will have some value for life; but we cannot have the same certainty with regard to these ideals. As human beings, we would like them to be the seeds for the future, but we look in vain for what can give them a secure reality. Thus, when we look at the physical plane, we often find our soul with its idealism in a desperate situation.
And let us go from the world of the physical plane into the world of the occult, into the world of hidden spirituality: those who have become spiritual researchers learn to recognize souls in the time they have to pass through between death and new birth. And it is meaningful to cast a spiritual glance at those souls who were saturated in earthly life with high ideals, with ideals that they had born out of the fire and light of their hearts.
When a person has passed through the gate of death and has before them the familiar tableau of life, which is a memory of their past earthly life, the world of ideals is also woven into this tableau of life. And this world of ideals can appear to the human being after death in such a way that he feels something toward it that one would like to express in words: Yes, these ideals that have fired and illuminated my heart in its innermost depths, that I have regarded as the most precious, as the innermost good of my heart, these ideals now have a very strange appearance. They seem as if they do not quite belong to all that I remember as real earthly experiences on the physical plane. And yet the dead person feels magnetically drawn to these ideals of his; he feels, as it were, spellbound by them. These ideals can have a strange attraction for the dead. But they can have something that fills him with a mild dread, which he feels could be dangerous to him, that could alienate him from earthly evolution and from what is connected with earthly evolution in the life between death and new birth.
To express myself clearly, I would like to refer to specific experiences, experiences that some of the friends sitting here already know, but which I would like to highlight from a certain perspective this evening so that they can be linked to what I have just said about the nature of human ideals.
In recent years, a poetic nature had joined us. From a life devoted to the purest idealism, which had already undergone a mystical deepening in the pre-theosophical period, the man in question entered our anthroposophical movement. He devoted himself heart and soul to our spiritual movement, even though his soul dwelt in a decaying, crumbling body. In the spring of this year, we lost him to the earthly life: he passed through the gates of death. He left humanity a series of wonderful poems, which have been published in a volume that appeared shortly after his death. In a certain sense, the difficulties of his physical life often separated him from our movement, in a lonely Swiss mountain village or elsewhere, where he had to take care of his health. But even when he was far away from us, he remained attached to our movement, and his poems, which were recited again and again in certain anthroposophical circles, especially in recent times, are, as it were, the poetic reflection of what we have worked out anthroposophically over more than a decade. Now he has passed through the gate of death, and something remarkable emerges from the occult observation of this man's soul. One can say that the meaning of the life of the soul in this decaying body can only be known after death. What this soul absorbed while working faithfully in the spirit for the advancement of the anthroposophical movement developed greater power, one might say, beneath the surface of the gradually dying body. The decaying body concealed this as long as the soul itself was in this body. And now, when one comes together with this soul after death, the contents of the life that this soul has absorbed shine forth, as they can only shine forth in spiritual life; and like a mighty cosmic tableau, I would say, there is a cloud in which our friend now lives, after he has passed through the gate of death. For the occult observer, this is a strange sight. One might say: The occult observer can also let his gaze wander around the whole wide circle of the spiritual-cosmic world. But it is something else entirely to let one's gaze wander throughout the entire cosmic psychic world and then to see something separate from a particular human soul, something that looks like an enormous tableau, like a painting of what otherwise reveals itself in the spiritual world. It is as if one has the world of the physical plane around oneself and then sees it reflected in the magnificent paintings of Raphael or Michelangelo. Such is the case in the spiritual world of which we are speaking here. One would never say, when standing in front of a painting by Raphael or Michelangelo: “Ah, this painting means nothing to me, for I have the great reality before me,” one does not say when one looks at the tableau that reflects in a soul what one otherwise sees when looking at spiritual reality, that the tremendous illumination of this soul tableau is not an infinite enrichment for us. And it may be said that one learns infinitely more than one can learn from the immediate view of the vast spiritual reality when one has before one's eyes the friend who has died, who in his own soul after death contains a reflection of everything that has been permitted to be described for many years from the spiritual worlds.
This is an occult fact. I have already discussed this occult fact repeatedly with our anthroposophical friends in other places. I have now highlighted what may be important for our present consideration. The way this occult fact presented itself in Christian Morgenstern shows me something else. When we see the resistance that the proclamation of occult teaching, as we understand it, still encounters today, we may often ask ourselves, not to say doubt, but ask ourselves: What progress will this occult teaching make in human hearts, in human souls? Is there a guarantee, a guarantee that what we are working out today within our Anthroposophical Society will continue to have an effect in the course of the spiritual evolution of humanity? The sight of what the soul of our friend has become gives us such a guarantee from the occult world. Why? Our friend, who left us the poems “We found a path,” lives in the mighty cosmic tableau that is like a kind of soul body for him after death. But while he was connected with us within our anthroposophical stream, he took in what we have to say about Christ. By taking in the anthroposophical teaching, by connecting this anthroposophical teaching with his soul in such a way that it truly became the spiritual lifeblood of his soul, he also took this teaching into his soul in such a way that this anthroposophical teaching contained Christ as substance within him. He took it in together with the Christ being. Christ, as He lives in our movement, passed into his soul at the same time.
And now, when we consider the occult facts, the following becomes apparent. The human being who passes through the gate of death can indeed live in such a cosmic tableau; he will walk with it through the life that lies between death and a new birth; this will work in his whole being, it will become incorporated into his whole being, or rather, I would say, “soul-ized” into his entire being, and it will permeate his new earthly life when he descends again to such an earthly life. In this respect, it contributes to such a soul itself taking up a seed of perfection for its own life, so that this soul itself continues in the evolution of earthly existence. All this happens because such a soul has taken up something like what has been said. But now, as has just been said, this soul has taken in all this, saturated and spiritualized by the Christ-being, by the ideas we can acquire about the Christ-being. But through this, what such a soul has taken in is not merely a good that serves the further development of this soul alone, but a good that, through Christ, who is common to all humanity, in turn has an effect on all humanity. And that soul tableau that develops before the clairvoyant eye in the soul that passed through the gate of death this spring, that soul tableau, as it presents itself, permeated by Christ, is a guarantee to me that what may be spoken today from the spiritual worlds will shine down through the love of Christ into souls who will come in later times; these souls will be fired by it, they will be inspired by it. Not only will our friend carry the Christ-pervaded anthroposophy forward in his own life for his own perfection, but because he has taken it in through Christ, it will become an impulse from the spiritual world for the souls who will come to life in the centuries to come; that which is Christ-pervaded will shine into them. Your souls can take what they receive from Christ-pervaded anthroposophy as their greatest treasure, not only for themselves, but also carry it forward through later stages of evolution. If they Christianize it, it flows, because Christ is the essence that belongs to all humanity, as a seed into the whole of humanity. Where Christ is present, the goods of life do not become isolated; they remain fruitful for the individual, but at the same time they take on the character of a good for the whole of humanity.
That is what we must clearly keep in mind. Then we will see what a significant difference there is between taking in wisdom without Christ and taking in wisdom illuminated by the light of Christ. When we come together in the field of our close community, we are not there to engage in abstract contemplation, my dear friends; we are there to practice this occultism without fear of what the world of today has against occultism, against true occultism. Therefore, we must also touch upon that which can only truly come to our knowledge through spiritual research.
A second case should be mentioned. In recent years, we have been led to perform in Munich various things that we call mysteries, and our Swedish friends have also participated in these mystery performances on many occasions. I have already shared what I am about to say with some friends from a certain perspective. Yes, during these mystery performances, many things had to be done differently than in other performances. In a sense, one had to feel a responsibility toward the spiritual world. One could not approach these mystery performances as one would a theater performance. Certainly, what one does in such a case must be done out of one's own soul forces. But let us realize that even in physical life, when we want to carry out this or that through the will of our soul, we are dependent on using our muscular power, which also comes to us from outside, but which nevertheless belongs to us. If we do not have this muscular power that comes to us from outside, we cannot do certain things. In a certain sense, muscular power belongs to us, and yet it does not belong to us. It is the same with our mental abilities, except that physical forces, muscle power, do not help us when these abilities are to be exercised in the mental realm, but rather the forces of the spiritual world itself must come to our aid, must, as it were, radiate through us and carry us through, the forces that penetrate from the spiritual world into our physical world. And truly, others may undertake such endeavors, such as our Munich plays, with a different consciousness, but for me it became clear that the matter could only be carried out over the course of many years, that the various initiatives could only be taken when very specific spiritual forces flowing in this direction flowed into our human powers, when, so to speak, spiritual guardian angel forces flowed into our human powers.
It was in the very early days, when we were still working in a small circle, that we began to study spiritual science. It was a very small circle, and when we met in Berlin at the beginning of our century, it was easy to count the number of people present. But for a short time there was always one faithful soul among them, a soul who, through her karma, was endowed with a very special talent for beauty and art. This soul worked with us, albeit only for a short time, but precisely in relation to the most intimate things that had to be worked through at that time in the field of spiritual science. With sincerity and a serene inner fire, this soul worked among us and took up in particular the teachings that could be given at that time from spiritual science, especially concerning certain cosmological connections. And I still remember how a fact came before my soul at that time, which might seem insignificant, but which may nevertheless be mentioned here: When our anthroposophical movement began, it also began with a magazine that, for well-considered reasons, was called “Luzifer” (Lucifer). At that time, I wrote an article entitled “Lucifer,” an article that was intended, at least in its outline, to contain the guidelines under which we wanted to work. I can safely say that this article, even if it does not express it in words, is in line with the principles that our Theosophical and now Anthroposophical Society must adhere to, and I can say that this article is also permeated by Christianity. When one takes up this article, one takes up what is the lifeblood of Christianity. I may perhaps mention today that this article met with the most vehement opposition at that time, even among the few who had joined us from the old Theosophical movement. Everywhere this article was taken for something that was actually completely un-Theosophical. The person I just mentioned was really into this article, and I could tell myself that their approval meant more for the future of the anthroposophical movement than all the opposition, when it came down to the truth. In short, this soul was completely interwoven with what was to flow into our spiritual current. She died soon after, passing through the gates of death in 1904. For some time after her death, she had to struggle in the spiritual world to find what she really was. And not yet in 1907, but from our plays in Munich, the Mystery Plays of 1909, then rising steadily through the following years, it was this soul that always stood behind and protected and clarified what I was allowed to do for our Munich Festival. What this soul was able to give through its predisposition to beauty for the artistic realization of our spiritual ideals worked down from the spiritual world as if coming from the guardian angel of our Mystery Plays, so that one felt the strength within oneself to take the initiative that was necessary, because just as our physical strength supports us in the physical world, so the spiritual strength that flows down from the spiritual worlds flows into our own spiritual strength.
This is how the dead work with us. This is how they are with us. That was another case — and now comes the turning point that I must speak about today in particular — that was another case where what the person concerned had absorbed in the anthroposophical field not only contributed visibly to her own progress in her individual life, but also flowed back to us in something we were able to do for the entire anthroposophical movement. There were two possibilities: one was that this individual had absorbed what they could absorb, that they had it in their soul and that they could now use it for themselves in their further progress through life, including life after death. That is right, that is how it should be, for the human soul must become more and more perfect if it is to reach its divine goal; it must do everything that can contribute to this perfection. But because this soul had already absorbed the entire spirit of Christhood, what it had absorbed could not only work for itself, but could flow down to us, it could become a kind of common property, common property in its effectiveness.
This is what Christ does when He permeates the fruits of our knowledge. He does not take away what these fruits of knowledge represent for our individuality, but Christ died for all souls, and when we rise to the knowledge that must be the knowledge of the true earthly human being: “Not I, but Christ in me”; when we know Christ within us in everything we know, when we attribute to Christ the powers we ourselves use, then what we take in does not work only for us alone, but for the whole of humanity. Then it becomes fruitful for the whole of humanity. Wherever we look on the earth at human souls: Christ died for all, and what human souls take in in his name, they take for their own perfection, but also as precious assets for the whole of humanity.
Now let us look back at what was said in the introductory words this evening.
It has been said: When we look back after death on the tableau of our life, on what we have lived through, it seems to us as if our ideals might have something foreign about them. The feeling we experience is that we sense that these ideals do not actually carry us toward general human life; they have no guarantee of reality in general human life; they lead us away from general human life. Lucifer has a powerful hold over our ideals because they spring so beautifully from the human soul, but they spring only from the human soul and are not rooted in external reality. That is why Lucifer has such power, and it is actually Lucifer's magnetic pull that we feel in our ideals after death. Lucifer approaches us, and it is precisely when we have ideals that they are particularly valuable to him; he can draw us to himself by way of these ideals. But if we permeate what we penetrate spiritually with Christ, if we feel Christ within us, and if we know that what we take in is taken in by Christ within us — “Not I, but Christ in me” (Galatians 2:20)—then, when we pass through the gate of death, we do not look back on our ideals as if they wanted to alienate us from the world, but we have, as it were, handed our ideals over to Christ; then we recognize that it is Christ who makes our ideals his own cause. He takes our ideals upon himself. And the individual can say to himself: I cannot take my ideals upon myself alone in such a way that they are as sure seeds for the humanity of the earth as the seeds of today's plants are sure seeds for the vegetation of next summer; but the Christ in me can do it. Christ in me permeates my ideals with the reality of substance. — And the ideals that we cherish within ourselves in such a way that we say: Yes, as human beings we grasp them, the ideals, on this earth, but Christ lives within us, and he takes our ideals upon himself — these ideals are real seeds for future reality. Idealism permeated by Christ is imbued with the seed of reality. And those who truly understand Christ look at these ideals in such a way that they say: Now, ideals do not yet have anything in themselves that guarantees their reality, their character of reality, in the same way that the plant seed guarantees the character of reality for the next year, but if we understand our ideals in such a way that we hand them over to Christ within us, then they are real seeds. And those who have a real Christ consciousness, who make Paul's words, “Not I, but Christ in me — He is the bearer of my ideals,” the substance of their lives, look at it in such a way that they say: Yes, there are the ripe seeds with their germs, there are rivers and seas, there mountains and valleys are forming. But alongside this is the world of idealism; this world of idealism has been taken over by Christ, and it is, as in the present world, the seed for the future world. For Christ carries our ideals over into the future world in the same way that the God of nature carries the seeds of this year's plants over into the next year.
This gives idealism reality and removes from the soul those bitter, gloomy doubts that can arise when it is assailed by the feeling: What will become of the world of ideals that are intimately connected with external reality, that are connected with everything I must consider valuable? What matures in the human soul as idealism, as wisdom, is felt by those who take up the Christ impulse within themselves, imbued with reality, saturated with reality. And I have given you these two examples to show you from the occult world how different is the effect of what is entrusted to the soul through Christ from what is entrusted to the soul as wisdom that is not through Christ. Truly, what the soul has permeated with Christ in this earthly life penetrates us in a completely different way than what it has not permeated with Christ.
It makes a shocking impression when clairvoyant consciousness looks up into the spiritual world and sees souls fighting for their ideals, souls in whom the full Christ consciousness has not yet dawned in their last incarnation, sees souls fighting for what is most dear to them, because Lucifer has power over them in their ideals, so that he can separate them from the fruits which are to be enjoyed by the whole world as real fruits. The view is different for those who have allowed their wisdom, their soul's treasure, to be permeated by Christ, who, as if evoking a reflection in us, are already working down into this life in the body, enlivening the soul.
What can be felt as the most precious inner warmth of the soul, as comfort in the most difficult situations of life, as support in the deepest abysses of life, is precisely this permeation with the Christ impulse. And why? Because those who are truly permeated with the Christ impulse feel that in the conquests of their souls, however imperfect they may seem in relation to earthly life, this Christ impulse lies as the guarantee and surety for their realization. That is why Christ is such a comfort in the doubts of life, such a support for the soul. How much remains unfulfilled for souls on earth in their lives, how much seems valuable to them without their being able to see it differently from the external physical world than as often destroyed hopes for the future. But what we feel so sincerely in our souls, what we unite with our souls as a precious treasure, we can give to Christ. And however it may appear in terms of realization, once we have given it to Christ, he carries it on his wings into reality. One does not always need to know this, but the soul that feels Christ within itself, just as the body feels its blood as a life-giving element within itself, feels the warming, the realising power of this Christ impulse towards everything that the soul cannot realise in the outer world but would like to realise, would like to realise with good reason.
The fact that clairvoyant consciousness sees these things when it observes souls after death is only proof of how justified the human soul is in feeling, in everything it does and thinks, that it is permeated by Christ, that it takes Christ into itself as its comfort, its support, as that which about whom it says in this earthly life: “Not I, but Christ in me.” Say this, “Not I, but Christ in me,” in this earthly life!
Remember a passage at the beginning of my “Theosophy” which is intended to show one of the points where, at a certain stage of spiritual life, what permeates the soul in this world of earthly life is realized. At a certain point in my Theosophy, I pointed out that the “Tat twam asi,” “That art thou,” which the Eastern sages meditate on, appears before them as a reality at the very moment when the transition from the so-called soul world to the spirit world takes place. Look it up in the relevant passage.
But something else can also become reality, become reality in a way that is immensely significant for human beings, something that the human soul, which feels itself to be permeated by Christ, can say to itself in this life: the Pauline words, “Not I, but Christ in me.” If one knows how to think of this in such a way that it is an inner truth, this saying, “Not I, but Christ in me,” then it is realized after death in a powerful and significant way. For what we take in from the world from this perspective on life, from the perspective of “not I, but Christ in me,” becomes our property, our inner nature between death and a new birth, so that we may distribute it as the fruit of all humanity through what has become our inner nature. What we take in in this way, taking it in from the perspective of “not I,” Christ makes the common property of all humanity. What I take in from the perspective of “not I,” I can say and feel after death: Not for me alone, but for all my human brothers and sisters! And then alone may I utter the words: Yes, I loved him above all else, even above myself, and therefore I obeyed the commandment: “Love your God above all else.”
“Not I, but Christ in me.”
And I have fulfilled the other commandment: ”Love your neighbor as yourself.” For what I have acquired for myself becomes, through Christ's realization of it, the common property of all humanity on earth.
One must allow such things to sink in, then one will experience what Christ means in the human soul, how Christ can be the bearer and support of the human soul, the comforter and illuminator of the human soul. And gradually one feels one's way into what can be called the relationship of Christ to the human soul.
We will continue talking about this tomorrow.